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How boredom kills me...
I really should have come into work today. Today was my day off and so was yesterday. I have done absolutely nothing. You know when you are inside your head and you are thinking about what nothing is? What nothing looks like? You just think of white because you can't think of just "clear". it's impossible. That is how my day has been today. White. An empty canvas and i had no paint whatsoever to color it with some form of life. I woke up with an unexplainable energy and somehow it got depleted by my utter lack of physical response to life in general. My heart wanted to go to the beach and my cold tired body wanted to stay in the heated room of this ridiculous depressing apartment. Brian tells me people are supposed to relax on their days off and I think no i am supposed to be finding my inspiration for another career on my day off. Not relax. he has been playing grand theft auto for a week straight now. So what does he know?Besides robbing hookers and selling drugs.
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