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R.I.P Ben Allen McMillen.
R.I.P Ben Mcmillen- I miss you. I can't believe you're gone.
I will never forget you.



Slipped away By avril lavigne

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZxAAspHOfF4


Ben, you were one of the most importent people in my life we never gave up on our friendship no matter what was wrong with one another. I'll never forget you or your amazing eyes & smile. You are always in my dreams. It is amazing how someone can disappear from earth so fast and young, i love you and you know it.
im never going to get used to you not being there anymore. our movie was Narnia we saw both in theaters together and had a great time. i will never lose contact with your family. Your parents are great people i never want to stop talking to. i know you will never read this but how do i know? you could visit me in spirit. I will see you in the future up there. i want you to be the first one i see up there and you can be the one getting the wet willy not me.
im never going to get over this i know for sure im going to cry everytime i think about our good times and bad times cause i feel bad our last talk was a fight and cant stand it. I'll miss you forever and ill always love you no matter what you say. Save me a spot up there i want you to be one of the first people i see and give a big hug too.

I love you and I'll miss you
R.I.P Ben A Mcmillen.

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You are and will forever be my best friend even though i can't see you or hear your amazing voice.
Your smile was the best thing i always looked forward to seeing.
Your eyes the brightest blue i've ever seen and those are the eyes i will never forget and will always image in my head.
Ben Allen McMillen my best friend the one i will love forever.
when i die you will be the first person i want to see.

I love you and miss you greatly.
i cry all the time when i think of you i shake and want to cry because you are gone. but i cant cause you wouldn't want people to cry over you. you would want them to smile for you and live the life you can not live now.

I will become friends with your family so i can still have you in my life just in a different way. Your mother is a sweet lady and i would love to hangout with her. Your father is a very nice man i see where you got alot of personality from.


I know im writing a lot i just miss you so bad.

Forever i will love you and i will always miss you.
Karissa



Songs that make me think of you(well every song makes me think of you but these are songs you liked)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdB3Oyd5HtU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NBAh5fgsYVQ

You are my star.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmG5RVXW2JY

i love you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slFfC-tnSTw


Born- September 27, 1990

Died- December 15, 2008








 
 
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