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Feel the Vibrations of My World... Warnings, rantings may be more pyschotic than they seem...you have been warned...


Topazia
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Heaven Will Never Be The....
18 years have breazed by so quickly it seems. Time is slipping through my fingers and no matter how hard I try to cling to it I always lose my grip. Always. I truely enjoy new places so the moving to a new home doesn't frighten me at all. Perhaps I'm just scared of change...but then aren't we all? I'm not a child anymore in the eyes of the world only in what I see in the mirror. And what I've learned from starring into the depths of my reflection is that I'm frightened of what will come. The road to the future looms ahead like a eerie shadow and in my true nature I shy away from it. What if I mess up? What if I ruin my life? What if I can't keep up and get left behind? What if...what if...what if... I'm such a perfectionist. Failure scares me something terrible. But no worries. It's time to move on and cast doubt and fear aside. Live everyday with the mindset that "it will eventually get better tomorrow." I'll be fine. heart



And when they both woke up that morning
Said where has my little angel gone
And when she didn't an...answer
Heaven will never ever ever be
Heaven will never be the....same





 
 
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