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Have you ever felt like that? Where you just wanna give up and let those evil voices in your head guide you? Give in to ever stupid dangerous thing they want you to do? Hiding your pain from the others so they won't know, your secret helpless pain buried deep within you. Cuts hidden under gloves till they heal into scars. Tears shed late at night when no one can hear you. Fears and pain, lies and regrets and guilt and longing and helplessness all lie deep beneath the surface....I just wish someone would bury down deep and uncover it, so the pain doesn't kill me from the inside out....