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Please check out My Deviant Art Page for a contest in my journal. Im giving out huge cash prizes (that can be converted to Gaia Cash if you so choose). So hurry up and enter!
 Shadow_Orexia · Sat Jul 28, 2007 @ 10:32pm · 0 Comments |
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Ok, so it seems I only make these journal entries when I come back to new york from california. I fail to say home because im not too sure where home is right now, as my heart is with Shannon but she's not here in new york with me. The airport was horrible this time, they actually moved the flight up, which never happens and was ultra retarded. I cried, I can never help it, my mom is like "It's ok, you're gonna be back in a few weeks" but it's not the point, I want to spend every day with her, and Id like to finally get married... have kids... a nice house, a job that doesnt suck. Im crying because she's everything to me... I want to spend the rest of my life with her, but I cant yet because of school obligations... and after the summer it'll be the same, yeah we'll probably spend the whole summer together but... after that it's back to school. Anyway, after a brief goodbye to her parents and then us holding each other as much as possible till the security check, I started going through security, who, the black security guard thought I was being racist or something for not going to her, so I went to her, and she ended up bending my glasses when I took them off just in case, they dont fit right now so I have to get them fixed. I got to the plane, almost dropped my boarding pass beforehand, and cried the whole way to my seat, kept saying to myself "Dont cry dont cry dont cry". Only one person, some mexican guy, said "Hey, hope ya feel better". He didnt even have to, but, he went out of his way, I said thanks and told him have a nice night, he's probably sleeping now. On that subject, I didnt sleep, and I didnt even get my seat, some old woman took it and I didnt wanna tell her to get up cuz I felt bad enough already. I would've told her, however, If I knew she'd keep getting up or asking for stuff... forcing to get in my way the whole time. There was an empty seat next to me, which, kept making me wish Shannon was coming with me. Thankfully the flight only lasted 4 hours and 45 minutes, I have school soon. I can't wait till tonight so I can talk to her. Until then school and hopefully pizza and advent children with family.
Shadow_Orexia · Tue Apr 25, 2006 @ 12:12pm · 0 Comments |
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Another return to New York, another journal entry. Yeah, I cried again, alot, as much as I told myself I wasnt gonna cry... I did. I proposed to Ashira on christmas night and she said yes... so that was one really special thing that happened. Im already trying to figure out when I can get a chance to go back. My mom said in the car "When is she coming here?" which I couldnt really give an answer to because I dont think her mom will let her come here as long as she's 17... I hope she can come here though. I can't seem to cheer up... I just feel like im missing a part of me when im not around her... school sucks so much. If it wasn't for school I could be with her still... she says when she's done with high school she wants to stay here for a year.... which.... would be the most amazing thing ever. My life would be 100% perfect if she was here with me. Anyway, I dont wanna ramble on... but, thanks to Jagonchi and FG in the yuyu guild for that nice thread congratulating us... it was really sweet; and thanks to my new fiance Ashira, for saying yes and for loving me so much that it brings me to tears.
Shadow_Orexia · Tue Jan 10, 2006 @ 12:13pm · 2 Comments |
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I can't stop crying and I feel like such a loser for it, I just got back to new york and I miss Ashira so much.... it's only been a few hours but Ive been crying because I know it'll be much longer than that till we're together again. I really wanna call her right now but she's probably asleep and I dont wanna wake her up. Ugh, school in a few minutes.... I wish I could just drop everything and be with her 24/7... hopefully things will work out and she can come here in a few weeks. I love her more than anyone in the world, and it hurts so much to be apart... I just can't wait till when we wont have to be apart.
Shadow_Orexia · Mon Oct 17, 2005 @ 01:27pm · 0 Comments |
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Naked.... redface redface redface redface redface redface redface redface redface sweatdrop redface redface redface redface
Shadow_Orexia · Fri Sep 09, 2005 @ 05:18am · 1 Comments |
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Im at Shannon's house, she's in the shower right now so im sitting here waiting for her to come out. We've been having alot of fun and I dont wanna leave but Im going back to new york on the 12th. I love her so much. I keep tickling her and she squeals. And she has been wanting me to brush her hair, so Ive been doing that... It's actually enjoyable. Sometimes she purrs at me while I do it, which I find so cute heart . Her family likes me alot (even if her mom keeps giving her 'dont have sex' speeches every night before her mom goes to sleep, we both agreed on not doing that yet anyway). Otherwise, some drama in the yuyu guild... kinda pissing me off and I dont care if they read this, I think they know. Im not angry, just ticked off. I think im gonna go watch Shannon's mom and grandma play scrabble, so... Later.
Shadow_Orexia · Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 12:13am · 1 Comments |
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I went to Anime Expo last weekend which was amazing, while there I met Shannon (Ashira) and we fell for each other... and it was amazing. We kissed (a few times) and it was also amazing.... I can't wait to go back, which will probably be next month. I love you Shannon! heart heart heart stare heart heart heart
I left my heart south of San Francisco
Shadow_Orexia · Fri Jul 08, 2005 @ 05:14am · 3 Comments |
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