Lately it seems like i cant win with anyone anymore. Im always pissing someone off. And it sucks. Im trying to be a good daughter, girlfriend, friend, and sister ect, but it seems like i keep ******** up at everything i do now one and i hate it. What i cant make atleast ONE person happy anymore. I try and put someone elses needs before my own and someone gets mad and i hate it. You know people IM ONLY ONE PERSON. Look i like to help people out and put their problems before my own im ok with that, i just hate when i get yelled at and called certain things that i will not like to write out here while im at school. I think its just funny that im not allowed to be mad or get mad but everyone can get mad at me. Look ill tell u now im not perfect and i do desurve to be yelled at but not for when i try and do something nice for someone. I give up i swear. Sometimes i think that people would be better off if i moved away from everyone around here. Maybe they will finally be happy and not have me mess it up all the time (even though i try to help). Well who knows maybe i will leave and let everyone be happy and move on with there lives and i would make sure noone would know where i was. Well see if i do do thins i have to make sure i save up enough money to do it though.I guess u can say thats the only reason i havent left yet.
 Death_By_One · Tue Oct 23, 2007 @ 10:35pm · 0 Comments |
