I was dumped yesterday after 10 months of a good strong relationship.
Something just snapped and he decided to leave.
We were both easily jealous but he couldn't push through that I guess...
Im trying to draw a strawberry but he keeps coming up in my mind.
I havent cried since this morning because, Well I guess, My mind is still in denial. My mind still thinks im with him and were in a perfect relationship.
But perfect relationships never seem to last.
I think im going to try more realism. Maybe start going with a more darker feel since that is how I feel right now.

I don't know what to do and everyones advice is so 'I saw that coming'. Like youll get over him and your to good for him. Friends have to say that.

I still want him back but I don't. I WANT HARUMA FROM SCHOOL RUMBLE.
But that's not going to happen because that's an anime... Silly me.
I want him back but I was sick of him calling me a 'hoochie' for wearing shorts when it's hot outside. Or when he gets jealous for me talking to some of my guy friends, who now want to beat him up.

Any advice? And yes im back for good now.