It's been a while, Gaia Journal.
I've been keeping everything up as record of myself. It has been a very long time since I posted the thoughts I have. I still retain the considerations I made, but now maybe I'm just more placated or maybe I am more blind. I cannot tell.
Regardless, the journal entries previous to this one are simultaneously my great pride and my great shame. If I am to say I am wise now, I would be lying. But at least I know it. And looking back at my previous posts, I see a younger, confused, belligerent version of myself. I cannot be happier that I decided to speak for myself in that cold dark round, because now I have typed-out evidence of my thoughts. It is still hard to have known I traveled that path to get where I am today, though.
To anyone reading any of these, willing to consider and open their minds not as an object but as a subject, as a personal reverie to oneself, willing to take themselves from the 3rd-person perspective and still hug themselves, you are doing more for this world than I could have ever hoped for.
Stay foolish, stay hungry. Keep thinking. You're all we've ever had.
and Good luck.
 Zelphaer · Tue Oct 04, 2011 @ 09:02pm · 0 Comments |
