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Well first off I am going to start by saying; I'm getting ever so closer to 15, yet, adults still treat me like I have the brain of a 5 year old, and the life experience of one too. And the funny part, I may not be able to spell or verbalize what I want to say sometimes, but my intelligence shouldn't be insulted in such a way. I'm not a friggin' child. I can understand you *makes hand motions*, even when you think I can't, I'm awfully good at figuring things out when I try. (See the word TRY in there, that's another thing, no one ever seems to think that I TRY)
How am I supposed to try when I have absolutely no motivation in and way at all? But even when I do try, my efforts most of the time goes unnoticed.
Unnoticed that's another thing. Sometimes I wish I were JUST unnoticed, Instead of having people notice me, talk to me, then go out of their way to avoid me when they don't want to talk to me anymore. That just hurts.
But now that I sound like a whiney teenager let us pump it up a notch shall we, or tone it down...depends on how you look at it.
As for my love life there is none so, stop asking me please oh dear lord PLEASE, I swear If I hear one more thing about if I have a crush on anyone, or about how someone is sick of relationships, or even how well someone's relationship is going,(Obviously, unless I ask),I am most definitely going to gag myself with a spoon.
Totally straying off subject here but this is a rant, so it doesn't matter.
Most of my friends have never asked my about religion, which doesn't bother me so much. But it does bother me when people just ASSUME that I am an atheist because of the way I dress or the way I act, well, to anyone who wanted to know I am most definitely NOT an atheists. I AM a Christian, not a very hard core Christian, but still. I do believe in God, I believe in heaven, I believe in hell, and I believe that for someone to get into heaven all they have to do is try to be a good person during their life time, and try to look at what they can do to help others, instead of being so self-centered like most of American society.
Now I may not be one to talk on being a self-centered American, one because I (for the most part) am proud to be an American, and second, I am self-centered. BUT, it is something I am working on, but all my life I don't think there is a single person, if you ask them If I ever refused to help them, there is not a single person that would say, "No she didn't even try".
I am ALWAYS there for my friends, even If someone isn't that close to me, if they ask for my help, I am never going to tell them I just can't help them, no matter if I am dealing with my own problems or not. Even if someone doesn't need my help but they just need to vent, again, I am always there.
There is something I realized recently.
I do believe in love. But not in the way anyone would think I would. I believe that the only love you can truly count on to never fade, comes from the only people who will always be there for you, now this is going to sound really corny, but those people are, family, and real friends.
Now some people in this situation would say something like, "I thought you were Christian, what about God?", To that I say this; I believe in him, but do I really need to say that he is always there for me? I mean as a belief he IS always there for me, to pray to and such, but as of advice, immediate help, a shoulder to cry on, I need actual humans for that, and I think that IS real love, when someone is there for you no matter what, and they don't complain, they don't question, they don't avoid, they just are there, no matter what.
Okay taking a step slightly further into the love thing, but in a different direction,
Love, by definition is;
"a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person."
Now, I may be Christian, but I'm not going to get in someone's way if they find that kind of feeling for someone in the same gender. If that person loves another person, cares about them THAT MUCH, who am I to try and stop that, who am I to try to take that away??? We don't stop marriage for any other reason, why stop it for gender? To me it's like we can't let people be happy, we always have to be in someone's way, questioning someone's every move, doubting every one, putting people down so they can't truly be happy... Is that what life is about? Stepping on other peoples hope, belief and happiness to gain our own?
And that my friends,
Is why we should all be hippies.
Yup.The world would be a better place.
 Do0mzorous · Thu Aug 02, 2007 @ 05:56pm · 0 Comments |
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