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I'm sorry its been awile gaian's that I havn't post but I'm at a point were I need to express my self or i'll bust... scream Im haven a huge fight with my friend...one of my few frineds I have...im kidda letting her go...cus Im done with lisioning her controling a**... You see she is the kidda person who, if she doesn't like someone...she tries to get you to hate that person as well...and she was trying to get me to change my feeling for steven... yet she is still trying to hold on to the friend ship... what a loser I am for still being her frined in the first place..yeah frineds are suposed to look out for there frineds...but if im happy what is there to look out for...she can't read the future...so she souldn't be all up in my relationship, all this s**t really ******** ticks me off...I just want all this negitive a** bull s**t to go away and be with postive people that suport me...no one sept steven suports me in my life...not even my mother...I'm just so ******** pissed I need to cool down before I explode scream ... evil