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Word Bump!
GAR I'M SO PISSED LOL, STUPID WORDBUMP DIDN'T WANNA GIMME ALL THE GOLD I WORKED SO HARD FOR... AT LEAST LIKE 1K -_- OK YEAH OVER EXAGGERATING A BIT, MAYBE LIKE 500G BUT STILL!!!!!!! evil



Falling Loser
I feel like such a loser, the song that most relates to my feelings at this moment and the moments leading up to now is "In The End" by Linkin Park. This rotc field day thing ... man I wanted to win so badly and I practiced and did everything to make sure that I... "we" would win, but "in the end it didn't even matter" cuz we ended up losing. Sure 4th place may not seem bad to some, but it's not good enough for me. I am such a loser, even when something can't be lost, I always feel like it is. All I wanted was that great feeling you get after winning something and of course the bragging rights. I tried SO ******** HARD! But it was all taken from my grasp in an instant. All the falls I took... leading up to failure. The life of a falling loser. emo


Besides me being a loser... it was the best day I've had all year! But it still sucks that we lost... whee evil


An Invitation.
As you well know, we are getting closer to my birthday. Every year there is a celebration in my honor and I think that this year the celebration will be repeated. During this time there are many people shopping for gifts, there are many radio announcements, TV commercials, and in every part of the world everyone is talking that my birthday is getting closer and closer.
It is really very nice to know, that at least once a year, some people think of me. As you know, the celebration of my birthday began many years ago. At first people seemed to understand and be thankful of all that I did for them, but in these times, no one seems to know the reason for the celebration.
Family and friends get together and have a lot of fun, but they don't know the meaning of the celebration. I remember that last year there was a great feast in my honor. The dinner table was full of delicious foods, pastries, fruits, assorted nuts and chocolates. The decorations were exquisite and there were many, many beautifully wrapped gifts. But, do you want to know something? I wasn't invited. I was the guest of honor and they didn't remember to send me and invitation. The party was for me, but when that great day came, I was left outside, they closed the door in my face .. and I wanted to be with them and share their table.
In truth, that didn't surprise me because in the last few years all closed their doors to me. Since I wasn't invited, I decided to enter the party without making any noise. I went in and stood in a corner.
They were all drinking; there were some who were drunk and telling jokes and laughing at everything. They were having a grand time.
To top it all, this big fat man all dressed in red wearing a long white beard entered the room yelling Ho-Ho-Ho! He seemed drunk. He sat on the sofa and all the children ran to him, saying:"Santa Clause, Santa Clause" as if the party were in his honor! At midnight all the people began to hug each other; I extended my arms waiting for someone to hug me and do you know no one hugged me.
Suddenly they all began to share gifts. They opened them one by one with great expectation. When all had been opened, I looking to see if, maybe, there was one for me. What would you feel if on your birthday everybody shared gifts and you did not get one?
I then understood that I was unwanted at that party and quietly left.
Every year it gets worse. People only remember the gifts, the parties, to eat and drink, and nobody remembers me.

I would like this Christmas that you allow me to enter into your life.
I would like that you recognize the fact that almost two thousand years ago I came to this world to give my life for you, on the cross, to save you.
Today, I only want that you believe this with all your heart.

I want to share something with you. As many didn't invite me to their party, I will have my own celebration, a grandiose party that no one has ever imagined, a spectacular party. I'm still making the final arrangements.
Today I am sending out many invitations and there is and invitation for you. I want you to know if you wish to attend and I will make a reservation for you and write your name with golden letters, in my great guest book.
Only those on the guest list will be invited to the party. Those who don't answer the invite, will be left outside. Be prepared because when all is ready you will be part of my great party.
See you soon. I love you!


Jesus
Share this message with your loved ones, before Christmas


hear me sing you to death!
na na da da de doo...
i like candy corn on a cloudy day
when it's cold outsid... i've got the one for me
i guess you'll say
what can make me feel this way
candy candy candy
talking bout my corn
whoo whoo whoo
talking bout my corn
my corn, my corn
my candy corn! yeah! domokun

NONE....
IM A LOVER, IM A HATER
I LOVE CATS AND ALLIGATORS
I AM MEAN, I LOVE GREEN.
I AM NICE, I LIKE RICE....... SOMETIMES.
I AM SO VERY SMART
AND AT TIMES HAVE A BIG HEART.
I LOVE RAMEN NOODLES
AND I HATE POODLES.
I AM A WRITER
OF SIMPLE WORDS.
I AM A FIGHTER
OF BIG a** SWORDS.
PEOPLE SAY IM CRAZY
BUT U KNOW WHAT IM JUST LAZY.
blaugh / twisted

myworld11
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