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“I start to feel like I can’t maintain the facade any longer, that I may just start to show through. And I wish I knew what was wrong. Maybe something about how stupid my whole life is. I don’t know. Why does the rest of the world put up with the hypocrisy, the need to put a happy face on sorrow, the need to keep on keeping on?... I don’t know the answer, I know only that I can’t. I don't want any more vicissitudes, I don't want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am so tired. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.” "Write something, even if it's just a suicide note." "What then after the medications, psychiatrist, despair, depression, and overdose? All those incredible feelings to sort through. Who is being too polite to say what? Who knows what? What did I do? Why? And most hauntingly, when will it happen again? Then, too, are the bitter reminders..... medicine to take, resent, forget, take, resent, and forget, but always to take."~ Kay Jamison “I really wanted to die at certain periods in my life. Death was like love, a romantic escape. I took pills because I didn't want to throw myself off my balcony and know people would photograph me lying dead below.” A pill to make you numb, a pill to you make you dumb, a pill to make you anybody else, but all the drugs in this world won’t save her from herself. “My significant other right now is myself, which is what happens when you suffer from multiple personality disorder and self-obsession.” In the end you can only hurt yourself, because that will be the only person left to hurt. The great thing about being apathetic is you can't kill yourself, no matter how much you want to, the feeling and desire just isn't there. Algific · Sun Jan 23, 2011 @ 10:28pm · 0 Comments


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Its later than you think.
Enjoy yourself
While you're still in the pink.

The years go by as quickly as a wink
Enjoy yourself...
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it's later than you think.

~Amber, House MD~

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