I've been talking to this one guy,
He's really sweet and I really like him..
But I can't seem to stop worrying about things that could happen to hurt me, or him or both.
I mean,
What could happen isn't necessarily what IS going to happen. But I just keep getting the fear that it COULD happen and it scares me.
I've never had luck with men, most of them got sick of me and just left without a word, not even a goodbye.
If he were to do the same..
I guess I couldn't blame him, but it would make me sad.
I mean what could I do to stop him, he's on the the other side of the country.
He's supposedly coming down this summer, I can't wait. I'm going to glomp him a thousand times over. Take him to the hospital if necessary afterwards.
x3
That reminds me, i told my mom about him today, she kinda got a bit uneasy about the internet thing, but she supports what I chose. She has a problem with him though, she just keeps trying to point out things to make me worry more. I mean I know he's not perfect, no one is, but she's trying to make me change my mind, I can see it already...
I shouldn't of told her anything..
Well thats all for today, I just wanted to get out my feelings, because I tell him these things everyday and I'm sure he gets sick of it.
But hopefully he still likes me too, but I really want to be with him <3
