Up until recently i've been trying my hardest to keep my sanity and myself afloat..it seems no matter what I do something just has to push me back under the water...I'm drowning and no1 can help me,my lungs r filling with this water and my chest is burning.I can hardly breathe...I'm tired of resurfacing just to be put back under.I'm done no more trying,no more caring,and no more peace,nothing.I've run out of strength and i'm both mentally and physically tired.I give up.So from here on in 2 h3ll with this crap.