Current Feeling: Happy-ish?
Listening To: Bloodhound Gang - The Bad Touch
Watching: Hellsing episode 10
Reading: I might start reading Hellsing soon, but I need to save up money for Acen.
Obsessing about: Kingdom Hearts...what else is new?
Start Time: 9:22am
Well here I go. Bored out of my mind so I though "heck, why not" and here I am. Lately life has been a real b***h. D: I can't seem to get everything balanced. Everytime something awesome happens, or I get some issue solved, something else comes up just to laugh in my face. I'd rather not go into detail about what's been bugging me, 'cause honestly, I think it may just be me being depressed again.
Ugh. What the f**k.
And the worst part about it is that I have no idea as to why I'm so sad all of a sudden. I'd like to talk to someone but when I do I usually end up coming across as a total weirdo and people think I'm insane.
On a happier note (I guess) I've been playing my ukelele a lot more.
I'm still not any good at it, but atleast it's something to do.
I've been improving on my flute playing too (sort of), I might try out for CYS this summer if I am able to. Speaking of summer, I need a job. I'm broke. I need to get some money, I hate having to ask my parents for cash everytime I want to do something. Plus I am old enough to get a job, so why don't I?
I don't really know where I should work, I might apply at the local movie theater, or maybe CPK or Peggy's.
Oh well, I have to go to flute lesson.
End Time: 9:29am
Listening To: Bloodhound Gang - The Bad Touch
Watching: Hellsing episode 10
Reading: I might start reading Hellsing soon, but I need to save up money for Acen.
Obsessing about: Kingdom Hearts...what else is new?
Start Time: 9:22am
Well here I go. Bored out of my mind so I though "heck, why not" and here I am. Lately life has been a real b***h. D: I can't seem to get everything balanced. Everytime something awesome happens, or I get some issue solved, something else comes up just to laugh in my face. I'd rather not go into detail about what's been bugging me, 'cause honestly, I think it may just be me being depressed again.
Ugh. What the f**k.
And the worst part about it is that I have no idea as to why I'm so sad all of a sudden. I'd like to talk to someone but when I do I usually end up coming across as a total weirdo and people think I'm insane.
On a happier note (I guess) I've been playing my ukelele a lot more.
I'm still not any good at it, but atleast it's something to do.
I've been improving on my flute playing too (sort of), I might try out for CYS this summer if I am able to. Speaking of summer, I need a job. I'm broke. I need to get some money, I hate having to ask my parents for cash everytime I want to do something. Plus I am old enough to get a job, so why don't I?
I don't really know where I should work, I might apply at the local movie theater, or maybe CPK or Peggy's.
Oh well, I have to go to flute lesson.
End Time: 9:29am
