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I sprinkle dirt onto your corpse
Even if it is forbidden
In the pleasure of that innocent gaze
There was an undeniable temptation
Why are there crimes?
Why is there punishment?
The end of the bone was very white
And brought the infinitely continuing darkness
Everything seemed clearer
Yet it soon disappears
I lock up the memories of you
Even if the lock is broken
Underneath the crazed affection
There was an uncontrollable urge
I picked up the pieces
While waiting for the dream to end
It's a crime because I gave up
I recieve punishment because I was too attached
Abandoning everything everywhere
It spins and spins again
When the morning comes will I be able to smile?
Can I smile like I did that day?
Let me have lost nothing at all
I wish, and wish again

Anata no naki garani tsuchiou kakeru
Sorega kinjirarete itatoshidemo
Junsuina manazashino kaiirakuniwa
Kakushi kirenai yuuwakuga atta
Doushite tsumi ga aruno darou
Doushite batsu ga aruno darou
Honeno saki wa amarinimo shiroku
Mugen ni tsuzuku yamiwo sasotta
Nanimo kamoga yazayakani miete
Suguni kiete shimau
Anatano omoideni kagiwo kakeru
Sorega sokona warete itatoshidemo
Kuruoshii aizhouno oku sokoniwa
Osaekirenai shoudouga atta
Kakerawo hiroi atsumenagara
Yume no owariwo matteita
Tsumiga arunowa akiramete iru kara
Batsuga arunowa motome sugiru kara
Nanimo kamoga okizarini sarete
Mawaru mawari tsuzukeru
Asaga kureba waraeru darouka
Ano hino youni waraeru darouka
Nakushita monowa nanihitotsu naito
Negau negai tsuzukeru

Behind where I look back (who's in front?)
I raised my claws at the darkness (and ripped the night apart)

Raindrops turn into droplets of blood
and run down my cheeks
If there isn't a place for me to return anywhere anymore

Take these fingers, my fingers
I'll take all your fingers away
to the unopenable place where cicadas cry
There's no turning back anymore

People disappear one by one (blue flames)
On the other side of the darkness (the morning won't come anymore)

With countless wrigling and stretching hands in the mirror,
come one, lure someone here

Onii-san, come here, to where my hands clap
No matter how you run away, I'll catch you
The voice that was coming from the animal trail
where cicadas cry, is no more

Take these fingers, my fingers
I'll take all your fingers away
to the unopenable place where cicadas cry
There's no turning back anymore

Onii-san, come here, to where my hands clap
No matter how you run away, I'll catch you
The voice that was coming from the animal trail
where cicadas cry, is no more

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my new favorite theme song >D i watched the first 5 episodes of this show and about peed my pants from scaryness o.o;; so i decided not to finish it (especially since i was watching it at around 11 at night -_-" wink but i still LOVE the song <3 it's called Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni (gasp it's the name of the show =o) anyway it means "when cicadas cry" which I thought was cool ^^ anyway bye byes~!

You watch him from a distance
You love to see him smile
You wish one day he might be yours
If only for a while

You wish that you could tell him
To have the strength to say,
“I love you and I wish that you
Could feel the same one day!”

Your heart beats as he comes towards you
Only to walk on by
You try to tell yourself you don’t love him
Try to believe your lie…

You wish, you dream, you hope, you pray
That you could be together
Maybe if you could make him see
That you two could last forever.....


by strawberry--x

I see you every day,
yet the love I feel,
I will probably never say,
and so my life isn't real,
it's just surviving the day,
looking at you,
from what seems so far away.

by AntiEverythingGirl

You see him in the halls you walk past him everyday
You wish you could talk to him but what would you say
You see him with his friends you go to every game
You dream about him feeling the same
All your friends know about your secret love
you know he's been sent to you from up above
but you just can't talk to him you wish he would notice you
Little do you know he has a crush on you too
he walks through the halls and sees you everyday
He wishes he could talk to you but what would he say

by Punkqueen19

ok....i was on youtube and i saw this summary in a video description and then i got soooooooo excited becuase if you haven't noticed yet I LOVE AMUTO heart domokun ....tadase can go die along with kaname(vampire knight) and jacob(twilight series) xP ANYWAY so i read this and i was like "HOLY FUDGICLES!!!!!!" so i literally jumped out of my seat from excitement and started running around my house screaming "I'M EXCITED!!!!!!!!" xDDDD as you can tell i get just a wee bit excited over my...beloved anime/manga ^w^;; ANYWAY without further adu here it is:

*I think carrying the violin caused Ikuto to fall asleep on the roadway under the winter sky and Yoru somehow managed to carry him to Amu's room.
*That is the reason why Ikuto was sleeping in Amu's room last time.
*Amu wakes Ikuto up but Ikuto won't open his eyes.
*Amu dives into the bed Ikuto is sleeping in, to hide from her dad who comes to see what all the fuss is about.
*In the morning, Amu finds herself beside Ikuto and wakes up in the worst way.
*Even so, Ikuto doesn't wake up and Amu leaves him like that in her room to go make a snowman with Ami.
*Ikuto finally wakes up and realizes where he is.
*To confirm it, Ikuto opens the case of his violin and collapses again.
*Amu returns, wondering if Ikuto went home and finds him laying on her floor.
*Amu stops Ikuto from leaving and permits him stay in her room to rest.
*Tadase comes to Amu's house to get his muffler that he forgot.
*Tadase sees Amu as just one girl and not Amulet Heart and realizes he likes her and asks Amu if it's okay to fall in love with her.
*Ikuto who is stuffed into Amu's closet hears this.
*At night, because it's so cold, Ikuto tries to sleep with Amu in her bed and she makes him go to the floor.
*When Amu wakes up in the night, she finds Ikuto next to her again...
*It seems that Ikuto was bothered by Tadase's words.
*Amu tells Ikuto that he has a childish side to him and is like a kid.
*Then Ikuto embraces Amu...
*There are now seventeen days until spring when Amu will be a middle-schooler and Ikuto will be a senior in high school.
*Amu asks Ikuto, "Don't you have someone you love?" And Ikuto's answer is
"It's you."
Amu cannot believe him.

KYAAAAA IT'S LIKE AN AMAZING FANFICTION~!!!! :'D *is moved to tears...jk but it's still wonerful x3* =O you know what would make this PERFECT?! a kiss and NO tadase :3 =O oh and if amu DID believe him and was like "oh ikuto you smexy beast i love you too <3" and then they get married and have little baby amutos :3 that would be wonderful ms.makers-of-shugo-chara if you happen to be reading this ^^ ....which i doubt BUT STILL i can dream can't i? and SORRY for using all the upercase letters BUT that's what i do when i'm excited sweatdrop

Its just a silly crush, I know.
When I'm with you I don't want to go home.

Whenever i hear your name my face lights up,
When I see you in the halls i try to caught up.

You make me smile no matter how I'm feeling,
Taking my breath away; almost like stealing.

I try to take glances of you,
Do you ever try too?

Always helping me when I'm in trouble or down,
My heartaches when you're not around.

Waiting, waiting for that one day not to say "were just friends"
I don't ever want this crush for you to end.

I think that you and I, I and you,
We'd be so perfect for one another, we'll fit like glue.

So I'll be here, if it takes more then a lifetime,
Your the only one worth waiting for, cause then you'll be mine.


by suspend

This feeling inside me
Tickle's my tummy.
I only feel those feeling's when I think or talk to you.
But it's even stronger when I am with you.
Your touch
Your warmth
Your smile
Your eye's
Brightens my day.
The way you look at me
The way you say my name
The way you touch me
Just blows me away.
You are my drug
You are my addiction
You are my weakness
And that I am sure,
That your also my cure.
Just one minute
One day
One second away from you
Tears me apart.
And every little thing about you
Is what I most definetly love.

But there is a question that I want to ask
But I am to scared.
But are those the same reaons why you care?
Or is this all a lie or even a fantasy?
I wouldn't mind it at all
As long as I'm with you.
Because I like the way my tummy feels
When you are near...


by xXx.Unknown.Girl.xXx