I thought, after some comments from my friends -stares at ryan and robin-, I thought it was about time for a new journal entry. I'm finally starting to not feel like crap at school because of all the friends I have. How we mess around with each other just makes my day that much better. The darkness that engulfs my normal life is finally, somewhat, being shone on by the light of my friends. They keep me from doing things...I would..well..regret. If I ever lost any of them I don't know what I would do. I would give my life for everyone one of them without hesitation. They are what I care for and what I live for. Im not sure but maybe all the attention I give to them makes them think I like some of them more than friends. I don't mean it to be this way it's just I am a bit clingy because my friends keep me out of the darkness. Although I did find something that resembles love from someone close...Im not sure how to express myself and sometimes it sees like she pushes away...not because she's scared...she just doesn't know what to do sometimes.
~Evan
Darkness looms
Light grows
Lust takes control
Friends come
Friends go
Darkness looms
Light grows
Lust takes control
Friendships live
Hardships go
Darkness looms
Light grows
Lust takes control
Love someone
Feel desire
Scornful feelings
Hidden true desires
Darkness looms
Light grows
Lust takes control
Love
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