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I'm one of those people who like to keep up with their ex's becuase I like to make sure that everything is okay. I know some people think it's weird and or wrong but that's just how I am...
Well I have an ex..we'll call him the king of liers...and well he's known for making up things to make people smile or to get him out of trouble. I know some where in our relationship he lied to me, oh well, big deal. It's done and over with.
I found out that his grandmas (yes both) weren't doing well and he get into a fight with the girl who hooked us up. So I called to make sure he was doing okay becuase he's been through a lot in his life and has seen many die. I was worried about him. So while we're talking and we were talking about where we stand with each other. i told him that i trusted him, I thought of him as a good friend, and that i knew if I needed someone to be there for me he would be. He said the samething for the most part.
Last week was one of his grandma's funeral and i wanted to know how it went. I know he's not one to talk about his feelings or anything but...I don't know...I figured that if he knew that I was there it would help in some way. So i called a few times, but he didn't pick up. So as his best friend, one of my friends, and I were talking i asked how the king of liers was doing. He said he didn't know, but that he'd call the king of liers house and ask.
Today, I was feeling down with alot because of what's been going on, so I wanted to talk to someone. I know he would at least think of something to make me laugh and smile, but I remembered that i didn't have his house number any more. I asked the best friend for it and it has come out that he doesn't want to talk to me. The king of liers, who is dead to my best friend (the girl who hooked us up), doesn't want to talk to me anymore for whatever reason. He gave stricted orders not to tell me his number.
Maybe it's because I need him and he's not here when I needed him or that I feel like what he told was a lie and that he really can't trust. He just told me that to make me feel better... I just feel like a fool for believing him and what he had to say...
------<@Everyone wears a mask, to keep hidden from everyone else......But when well we stop hiding from our-selves?
 like_a_rose · Tue Sep 18, 2007 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
