Sry I haven't posted here in a while and I did say that I wasn't going to post anything personal here, but I don't have a blog and I need to vent damn it!!! Ok . . . where should I start. hmmm. let's see . . . how about 3 weeks ago. Well about 3 weeks ago, I found out that the state of Tennessee's government grants are not dispersed during summer semesters. neutral They're only based on 2 semester years. This means that I'm a little short on financial aid for the next 4 months. I have to make 4 stinking payments to the school of $195.50. I'm like . . . this is ok; that's not much. I'll just get a job and pay it each month, but I'll have to wait until some preplanned/prepaid events are over before I can do this. Ok now I'm at about 2 weeks ago. Getting finished with finals horray. My friend Donielle comes home for Easter. Ok so things are looking up. I get to spend that Friday night with her. I meet her new boyfriend and her friend Ray. Both seem like really cool people. Yay some positive news. The next day, Saturday, I help Donielle's mother and younger sister hide eggs for easter since they're going to have a busy Easter Sunday. That was fun. I'm glad I got to spend that time with them because my family really wasn't planning anything for Easter. No one said whether or not they were going to even come for a visit except my Aunt. She said they weren't going to come because they were going to do something with my uncle's family. Well Easter Sunday rolls around, and here rolls my aunt and 2 cousins up in the driveway. Then shortly after that here rolls in my Uncle Cecil with 3 more kids. OMG we have nothing . . . no Easter Dinner and no eggs, so my Grandparents and I had to go to Wal-Mart and buy what's left on Sale and throw together and Easter Egg Hunt just because people can't let you know ahead of time. Grr!!! Got the Egghunt over with and Easter was on it's merry way. I have a little break. Then comes Thursday. I had a last minute addition to my schedule. I had to go with a friend to my old high school and represent my college and show off some of my artwork that I've completed while attending college. ok before I go further I should include something I left out. I've been trying to work towards actually getting a Driving License during all this chaos. I wen to the DMV on APRIL 3rd and found out that in the state of Tennessee, you now have to go online and schedule roadtests. I did this and the soonest appointment I could get was on APRIL 24th. Ok now back to where I was. Now it's the next day after my college thing, Friday, now I have to go catch a friend at his house during afternoon traffic because were going for a 3 day trip to an anime convention (Friday, Saturday, Sunday). The trip was fun. I got an autographed CD. The hotel was a little bit to classy for an anime convention though. They were extremely limited on events. Anyway, skipping ahead to the trip home. Our tire blew out on highway 840. That was fun. . . xp ok all this happened. Then the next day is Monday APRIL 24th. My road test. I get up to go take the road test. Everything is fine I'm not as nervous as I thought I'd be. I drive over to go take the test, but first I stop at Wal-Mart to get a paper. When I back out of Wal-Mart, I guess it was nerves, but I hit the wrong pedal and scared the hell out of both me and mom. There was no accident, but I should have taken it as a sign. I went to the DMV do all my paperwork and junk, and go to take the test. I end up with the very examiner I did not want. There's a reason she earned her nickname "the b***h". I found that out when I took the test. She's extremely paranoid. I was driving just fine, following speed limit (yes I can follow the speed limit) and staying in my lane. Horray for me I should get a cookie. Well we come down a street where a guy is walking down the side (my city is too cheap to put up damn sidewalks). She starts screaming at me as I pass him. "SLOW DOWN HONEY" "Honey, when you see someone on the side of the street you need to slow down". . . . I was going 20mph, and the posted speed limit was 30mph. I slowed down 10mph. What more does she want. From this point on I'm nervous as hell because I've found out how paranoid and picky she is. Well I won't go on about this. I ******** up the rest of the test. xp So now I don't have my license. Now I've got to figure out how to get to class this summer semester. I could ride back home with a friend, but in the past I've always paid her gas money. I can't afford to do that this time, plus I hate asking for help. I also hate having to make my mom pay for so much of my stuff. I really need to find a job, but no one's hiring except restaurants. . . . I'm so sick of working with food and idiots. Well let's jump to this morning. It's raining cats and dogs, the left rear tail lights, brake lights and left blinker, all went out today. I don't know how I'm getting to school, and I have no idea how I'm ever going to get my license in car that can't pass the pre-trip examination. neutral I'm a little depressed right now. Another thing, since I attend class yesterday for the first class of my summer semester. I'm now obligated to pay for this entire semester whether or not I can make it to class. this really sucks
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