Philosophy... or just something you don't wanna hear...or is it truth?
The only stuff I write about in my journal is controversial so if you can't think for yourself and think that what I write is insulting to you; then you must be a neanderthal.
My dreams tell me...What about yours?
My dreams have told me of my douts . what may be. As well as what is. And what has yet to be. This and more has been laid before me by my dreams and they have yet to fail me. every dream is a message that only we ourselves are able to interpret because nobody else can experience the same emotions through the dream that is the persons own. It may be difficult to understand but by examiing your life and the events within your dream you can understand the messages created by our mind. it is difficult and may take time to fully understand them but it becomes very satisfying to learn about your surroundings from your dreams. I have had visions of the futue. Nightmares that cannot be feared rather they can only be met with an answer that is only painful to understand. So make your decision to answer your dreams or to keep them silent.
Earning someone's help or giving help you really can't avoid it And sadly you can't ever help it. because someone is going to give you a job and that someone is going to give you money for the work if you never ever need to depend on someone you are more than likely a thief to some degree.(cheater, pick-pocket, purse snather,bank robber, etc) and wether or not that's entirely true does not matter because you are a person your self and if you never depend on anyone that would imply you don't even help your self , ever.
All you can do is accept that you are always helping someone and that can keep you happy forever, well as long as you really are helping someone otherwise...
All that happiness is fake and all you are left with is a feeling of emptiness.
Currently my mother is pissed off at me and she has shown it by givving me a notice of some sort that say i have to be out by a specific time if i do not meet certain requirements . and since i can't i will be moving i do not know when but every body will be notified of when i move.
Thank god anyways this woman was getting on my nerves she scared my sister into obeying her. But with me i got to strong a will to be set straight that way.
If you have it don't blame others for your misfortune.., blame yourself A majority of people that are plagued by stress which is largely brought on because of a need for perfection. Nothing will be perfect so be happy with how things are. You can try to change the course of your future and how things turn out but all you can really do is influence... So if your plans for world domination are thwarted don't be sad... Look on the bright side of things
It's not difficult but it does take time to hone the skills to become one. those who are "smart-asses" know it and receive enough feedback to know it to understand it is true. being a smart_ass means making puns of the weird and funny and just having a smart mouth. Just because you annoy people doesn't mean you are a smart-a** just that all you will be is an annoying little p***k. Being a smart-a** also means you have a more defined view of the world as you can see where certain things fit in as well as you understand the english language well enough even if it's not your best subject.
when you want something people call it greed when you need something they call it survival. when you want more of something than you actually need they call that selfish. and when you want less than what you need... What is it called then? We don't need our mothers after a few years but we stay with them because we want to cause we love them and that is not selfish. answer this; what is the difference between greed and selfishness when do we cross that fine line?
those who find themselves achieving are the people who do things; the ones who wait for things to come to them are the waiters usually sitting infront of home depot in the early hours waiting for a job. the doers go out and find something to do they don't wait and or sit until what they want comes along and smacks them in the face they grab the hand and toss that person. what are we doing when we are greedy or is it greed that feeds our impatience; if it was greed itself and only greed we would be in jail. But for those who's impatience is fed by greed, those who on a basis daily or weekly tarvel to the neaest convinience store and buy... A lotto ticket hopping that lady luck will shine on us. That is when we take our greed to far. We end up losing and sacrificing only to find that when we do win the lottery it holds no comfort for us; for we already have lost everything else. so what will you be the one in front of home depot or the one inside working or shopping. The doers in the beginning of their lives find out that no-one will help them get where they want and that they must do it themselves; later they learn that there are people willing to help them because they help themselves. The waiters understand all that from the beginning but usually find themselves waiting for someone to tell them that; and end up waiting a long time for it to happen.
Gaia is supposed to be a fun place to hang out at and meet new people but the evil that resides in people has been introduced to this plane and unfortunatly many people suffer and end up leaving gaia ... that evil that spreads thru gaia should not be entertained by the pain and suffering of the individuals they torture even if that evil is to dumb to understand the level of evil or stupidity they have attained. the suffering of those indiviuals who are tormented by the evil known as hacking are subject to be allowed their right to peace and quiet here on gaia and yet the interference of the known evil continues to spread through-out gaia almost entirely unchecked. the evil which should not exist in this world...
life is boring... most of the time the only things that makes it worth it to leave heaven and return to earth for a new life are friends... and the promise of another chance to get things straightened out