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ooo buddy...i caught a cold >.o its almost gone tho, thank god. i've been groggy and congested since wednesday night. i stayed home half of thursday and all of friday and man was i miserable >.< i barely got any sleep thursday night. but i took some tylenol PM friday night and slept like a baby for 12 whole hours >w< so that helped me to feel quite a bit better today. i'm just a wee bit sore from sleeping on the couch the whole night.

anyways, on to other news, i got an Xbox! wewt! >W< i think it was last friday when i got it. i got halo 1 with it >w< i've been playing it practically non-stop since. it's sooooo fun! yes. thats right. midnight has joined the halo bandwagon. i'm hoping to get a live subscription soon and halo 2 so that i can play with my friends online. and i reeeeeaaaaallly want tenchu: return of darkness for both Xbox and ps2 cuz with the Xbox version you can play online, but i've heard the ps2 one has better quality.


anyways..while i was asleep for those 12 hours lastnight, i had a dream. there was lots of people in it and it was set at school...there were lots of hats XD an my ex was there too. He gave me a gift an di was all like "awwww" cuz up until then we hadn't said a word since we broke up over a month ago, what with the mixed feelings and emotions and all. i had barely even looked at him since then. his gift was kinda saying "no hard feelings, yeah?" not exactly the words i'm looking for...but pretty much he was saying sorry and that he does still like me, and that made me feel good. Maybe that is the message he's been trying to get across to me in real life and i've just been to selfish to see it, but maybe my subconcious mind did. god...i hope so. i really dun wanna hate him anymore. cuz truth is, i still love 'im.

okay no more mushy stuff XD ima go now. time to post and get gold for mah quest! woot! >w<

Yeah. i thought i finally reached my happy plateau again. but no. Of course, it couldn't last long. ********. i condemned myself. i swear it. just two days ago i wrote a sappy poem, the last line being "Will we be happy here forever?" with the full intention of hoping "we" would be happy for at least another month or so. Then, of course, me and my bad luck, our little "circus in the sky" came crashing down to earth the day after. When reality hits, it hits HARD. and it leaves one hell of a mark.

4 days before "we" would've been in our little circus for 5 months. 4 ******** days. Dammit.

liek omr!!!!11!!one11!!eleven! =D **is a dork** i'm actually writing in here for once!! i really have nothing to write but i figured i should say something. my day has been rather lazy....its superbowl time and people are in a frenzy to get downtown for the game. i'm afraid. very afraid. **eye twitchy** GUWEH! isa made chocolate strawberries ^o^ they're nummy! **much munch**

i got a new outfit!**shows it off**
worship my sexy pixels. heart =D

YAY! gaia journals...interesting idea ^^ this post is just sort of a test...so i'm keeping it short ^^