Why did I try,
when you always left my side,
you only made me cry,
thank god it finnally died,
cause you weren't the one for me.
You left me there to die,
and you never said goodbye,
No wonder my mom hates,
and your mom and sister, too,
you all did this to me,
you all made me this way.
Going back to years before,
before I understood the truth,
I was lost in a darkend space,
all because of you,
you left me with her,
and in the end,
I barely made it through,
because what she did,
was nothing to you.
Going to a few years past,
when I understood what was going on,
I watched her die,
in his arms,
though shes still here today,
I watched him kill her with what he did,
and watched as she cried for it to stop,
though thats just a memory,
its a memory that haunts.
Going back a few more years,
when I was still unsure,
she left me,
without a hug,
in a flashing car with lights,
why wasn't she here,
I didn't understand,
the reson my mom was crying,
or the meaning of the word dead.
The months that past were a living hell,
as 2 more of them left,
and I came to realize,
they weren't coming back.
Present minus a year,
I sat right here,
with the coolest touch to my skin,
one more movement,
and I'd be gone,
and I'd wash the blood with tears,
but what I did was trully brave,
I through down my savoir,
and here I am,
smileing today,
cause I know,
its gonna get better.
Holy hell, that was hard to get out, if you want to know, I made it confusing, so if I read it, I would remember how weird my thoughts were, but yeah thats my life, kinda, theres more to it, but those are thing I REALLY don't like talking about...
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