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	Not Enough Not Enough Am I not perfect Perfect in its eyes Eyes of a killer A non-believer, A 'trespasser' Is that what I am? Am I that broken Broken like a toy in the corner? Because I'm not what it wants Wanting a person that is normal Normal isn't real Fake, difference is a dissapointment I'm sorry I'm unreal Unreal in the eyes of the green, green grass Grass is the thing that takes me away... I miss it, my drug Drugs, things that love Loves me, its slave! Where is it? Deep in those forbidding eyes Eyes of a killer Killer of the MIND

Posted by: iZaji Tue Mar 04, 2008 @ 04:25pm

	Something Something Here you are Here I am You're so far away From me today Come with me Take me away Away to a place Where you care Oh please, stop, go and dissapear You are nothing to me You cry, my name so falling It hurts to hear you whisper Oh please, stop, I'm alone So very lonely You forget and I can't breathe And I thought we meant something...

Posted by: iZaji Tue Mar 04, 2008 @ 04:16pm

	Lead me to Death Lead me to Death Lying Lying broken Broken on the floor Crying, hoping, wishing You'd come back Back to pick me up And tell me it's okay But you never came back Back to love me The one I thought you cared about But you didn't Didn't come home Home to me, to us Us, together for life

Posted by: iZaji Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 05:17pm

	Almost Perfect Almost Perfect Oh, How soft and tenderly You are As wicked as can be Oh how Could you do this to me (darling)? You see, I was a love-struck fool And you Made every single Rule And I Could never do things right For you ~Everything was just way too perfect Cut it down, you'll learn you were all it All the things I wish I could do Were never good Never right Never, Never~ Why, Were you so Devious? Don't you See you were breaking us Apart Did I ever mean something To you...? We were All most Perfect But you Had to go ruin it What was Your purpose anyway My love? ~My love, my darliong What happened to us? I'm falling, I'm dying And everything's in dust You're hopeless, you're deathly I bid you ado I hate you, I love you What happened to our cue?~ --Don't forget how we used to be Don't forget what we were Don't forget that we loved each other Now...it's all a blur--

Posted by: iZaji Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 05:15pm

	A Valentine For You A Valentine For You A day of different shades of red A day where there is no trace of dread A day of love, of hearts, of kisses Where dreams of forever become wishes Where your one true love is there for you Through thick and thin, when glad or blue I'll always be here, don't forget A shoulder to lean on, to let out regret A person that cares and will tell you all Will catch you softly when you fall A holder of secrets, of wants, of dreams A helper to someone in need to cream(lol) But beyond all the dreams, desires, and needs There are little love keepers that plant love seeds That bind two together through all the bad That keep them from splitting and being so sad The lovers are happy and will always be That is what happened between you adn me And, hopefully, Cupid did not miss ya My sweet, loving, and darling Klarisa

Posted by: iZaji Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 05:06pm

	Pleasure Pleasure Spinning, twirling, faster faster Touch me hard like you're my master It's kissing, groping, ********, oh-god! You reach my spot with wet, hot rod It's teeth and sweat and need and hope Breathe our love like breathing dope It's ********, it's thrust, it's gasp, it's moan Your deepening voice reaches home Your cries bounce walls in echoing bathrooms It's jerk and gasp and now it's bedrooms Your name, so grasping, it's something I need now Touch me, please me, like only you know how

Posted by: iZaji Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 04:23pm

	Journal Journal Love is like a page written over and over again Journal's keep secrets Like lovers and secret sins Tear another page out it has him written over it Write a new page about a new lover to screw again Beaten and battered, losing a page every other day This is the journal of a broken up teenage girl ~A journal is a vessel that can keep everything Will never spill a secret like a true friend would Back-stabbers and boyfriends, best friends and more This is a journal filled with Drama galore~ His name I'll never tell but his story I will This is a boy that'll never grow old Cries over something he'll never get These are the boys that'll you'll soon forget He walked like a man but that's only a fault Learn the true him, you've made a mistake He said 'I love you', thought it was true Found him with another girl my hatred grew ~A journal is a vessel that can keep everything Will never spill a secret like a true friend would Back-stabbers and boyfriends, best friends and more This is a journal filled with Drama galore~ I think I found my lover, swore I did She was everything I looked for, and much much more She found me very lost, and so confused We kissed just once and our two hearts fused Our love was forever, I thought it'd go further But it ended so sudden, I almost died But those times were amazing, and I loved them so I really did hate seeing her go ~A journal is a vessel that can keep everything Will never spill a secret like a true friend would Back-stabbers and boyfriends, best friends and more This is a journal filled with Drama galore~ Hidden in the shadows of my saddened journal I'll hopefully find my 'only one' Though I think I did, I will never know I will keep it a secret, and will never tell My journal and I are the only ones That'll know my little secret all too well I'll never tell my friends, they'll just spread it around And soon it'll be all over town

Posted by: iZaji Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 04:18pm

	Pride Pride Red, yellow, orange, blue And other rainbow colors, too Black and white can live together A world in peace would last forever But phobic pigs will kill it all They take up bricks and build a wall To keep out things that don't belong They say it's SICK, they say it's WRONG It's things like that that rules this planet Peace and love will help, but can it? The phobes would leave without a trace That's what would happen if I ruled this place

Posted by: iZaji Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 04:08pm

	Diary of Lies Diary of Lies Bash your head against a wall Scream insanities; let it fall The blade bites hard and crimson shows Time to wear your long-sleeved clothes Yes, I know, your life bites That's why you never sleep at night Oh, but wait, you're not done You're bleeding red has just begun Scissors, blades, cuts and more Is that your blood on the floor? Your one of them, one of us There's no one else that you can trust We are them, and they are you Is this all so very true? Are these the friends that you buy? Or is this your Diary of Lies? Don't forget who you are The girl in the mirror isn't far Find yourself, don't look back It's the people you meet that are whack So don't be dumb, just be you Find those people, find your crew Just remember who you are And I will not be very far

Posted by: iZaji Mon Mar 03, 2008 @ 04:02pm

iZaji
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03/09/08 to 03/02/08 (9)