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Hello again. I'm sorry I haven't written. I tend to get off track. But anyways, like I promised before, I am going to tell you about what I was going through last year, the year my life almost ended.
It was summer of 2011 when it all started. I was lying down in my dad's guest room, it was 3:30am and I was still wide awake. Everyone was asleep like always, and I just sit there, in the silent darkness. I couldn't help but want to go home, I didn't know why, but ever since I was little, I always saw a little girl, she called herself Destiny, she always protected me, but no one else could see her, she always said, "You will be okay, they won't hurt you anymore, Nick will protect you." I kept thinking that night, who is Nick, and who is they. At the time, my mom was in a relationship with a guy that always beat me, and his daughter raped me, but I couldn't tell my mom, she wouldn't have believed me. And I thought the little girl was talking about them. And then I heard a noise, with a loud scream saying "GET OUT!!!!!!!" And with that I ran. I was terrified when I saw it, the thing outside the living room window. It was watching me like Destiny does, but it wasn't Destiny, it was evil. I heard it whisper, "I will kill them then take you!" It repeated it as I cried. I didn't do anything, how could I? It was hurting me. And Destiny was nowhere to be found. after awhile, the chanting stopped and he disappeared and the sun came up. I was on the hard cold floor of the living room of my dad's house, crying like I lost everything. A few hours later, my dad woke up and saw me still there, "Heather get up, and go to bed." He said, with no concern for why I was crying. "Get out. Get out." I repeated the first words I heard last night to my dad. He showed no concern in it, or me when I told him that following day. A week later and I was sent home. Everything went back to normal afterwards, well that's what I thought.