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My Life
Just my thoughts doesn't even makes sense.
You and Me Are The Same
It seems that you like to toy with my head

Playing and manipulate my mind to your likings

To what you seem is correct through your eyes

While knowing that it is not right for me

Nor that it will help me in any way or form

Yet you do it so that you have something to control

You enjoy my misery and my sorrow

They give you amusement and pleasure

At the same time they also give you strength

Strength that can easily overpower and overwhelm me

To do what your dirty work

You're like a God damn leech

You feed off of my dejection and grief

As I wallow on the floor in pain you sit and smile

For you it's just another show for your entertainment

I beg for your help, but you stand and do nothing

Finally you get me up but knock me right back down

You've dropped me more times than you have picked me up

Every time you cause a problem, the problem surrounds me

I get the blame…I get the full blow of the fall

While you safely walk away clean

Not giving a s**t if I'm alright or if I'm hurt

However, as of lately you're not the same

I have seen that you not so invincible

Now I see that you are just like me in every way

Flesh that bleeds

Eyes that shed tears

Hands that feel

And a heart that can be broken

You're no longer the shadow I once thought you were

You are now taking a form and shape

You are loosing your grip over me

I can now at least stand to you stature

As I do so, there are feelings that I haven't felt in a long time.

These are feeling that I thought were lost for good

They make you weak

They make you loose your grip

They shed a light on you and enlighten me as to who you are

I look at your face…it's like looking in a mirror…was I?…no

You are me, and I'm you, we're the same person

But your power ends here and now

No longer shall you run my life

I will run my own life with you at the end of my foot

No more chaos, no more turmoil

I can now live in peace.





Darth Diablo
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