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OOC: Character Profile
An OOC entry: This is a rather detailed profile for anyone interested. You should only really find this profile if directed to it, or if you have RPed with me before.

There are two versions of Iason: a modern world version, and a Lu Xhasan version - that is, a version from my fantasy world. His personality is basically the same in both worlds, but this profile is more reflective of his modern-world incarnation, which is also what his Gaia avvie is based off of.

Name: Iason Esaias Aeowyn
Nicknames: Ia, Gumdrop, p***y-f**, Aye-aye, Aiyah, Ia-poo, Pookie, Iasonbum, Zon Bumbum (most of these are nicknames by his mum ._. )
Age: 25
Gender: Male
Date of birth: February 28, 1983 "Monday's child is fair of face."
Birthstone: Amethyst
Starsign: Pisces/Rabbit, Year of the Boar
Moon sign: Cancer/Sheep
Rising sign: Libra/Dog
Sexual orientation: Bisexual/Pansexual/Metrosexual – He’s just sexual surprised
Medical conditions: He could be considered as having histrionic personality disorder with his labile emotionality and passive attempts to seek attention. He also has self-esteem/anxiety issues and a history of sex addiction, and by this, I don't mean he's just a horny pile of hormones; he can go through withdrawal. He uses sex as an unhealthy anxiety-reliever.
Height: 5’7”
Sex dominance / Relationship dominance: Submissive-reversible / Reversible
Right or left handed: Left-handed
Basic physical appearance: Basically a smaller, more boyish version of Ikaya with strawberry blonde instead of blonde hair. Left eye is grey rather than the right; right is amber instead of grey. Piercing on the left ear. Fashion sense: tasteful clothes, worn pretty metrosexually. (Actually, his fantasy self and fantasy Ikaya both have teal hair, but since they're blonde in Gaia, I'm keeping them blonde .-.)

Unfortunately, I don't have great images that I use for him in fantasy, but these are the best examples:

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And a crappy one I drew (again, the fantasy version):

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His modern world self is really reminiscent of Light from DeathNote:

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But I use these images for him for modern world, most not being full-on faces 'cause I can never find any that suit him save one (and the one above with the green and lips is a lot like him in the modern world, too):

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And, of course, the BJD in his sig is my doll I made of him.. dressed wrong, but I don't have the money to customize the clothes to his style yet, so yeah. His head is right, though. smile

Facial/body markings: A few scars from his time in service; none too severe, though. Some bruises depending on how much he pissed Ikaya off.
Basic personality:

Mercurial moods. Sweet. Dorky. Often appears cheerful and optimistic on the outside. A social butterfly. Clumsy. Gullible and easy to confuse. Annoying. Attention-whore. Generally harmless. Playful. Outgoing. Empathic. Compassionate and forgiving. Self-sacrificing and seems to often martyr himself. Very childish. Loves people and getting to know people. Selfish and egocentric. Thoughtful. Likes to wonder about things and share his wonderings. Tends to over-think or overinterpret things. Appears naïve. Pacifist – doesn’t like to make waves and tries to avoid conflicts – but dramatic at the same time. Will try to stand up for himself whenever he can – but often loses verbal spars. Still, can be stubborn and refuse to admit he lost. A bleeding heart. Honest. Eager to share himself, but private at the same time. Easy to please, but also easy to expose and hurt. Effeminate, and pretty insecure from how others treat him because of it. Insecure in general. Anxious. Easy to approach. Tries to look for the best in people. Makes mountains out of molehills. Could be considered “slutty, but innocent.” Very loyal and true to those he considers close.

Very easily downtrodden and belittled. Self-conscious and self-ashamed. Paranoid. Low self-esteem. Often hypersensitive to surrounding environmental cues that may be taken as personal attacks. Takes a lot of things personally and thus easily offended. Prone to dramatic meltdowns and takes most of his relationships (friend and family as well as romantic) as deeper than they are. Either one extreme or the other: doesn’t think at all (gullibility) or thinks too much (drama). Prone to significant dips of depression and can sometimes edge suicidal. Very romantic and a daydreamer, but somewhat sensible. Has a very Piscean goal of desperately seeking his “other half” – soulmate or lover (best if it’s both in one person) – which contributes to his intense concerns about being liked by the general populace. Clingy and needy. Jealous. Possessive. Sex-dependent beyond it being just a medical condition.

Water flows through rivers
As it flows through my eyes
They say a Pisces dreamer
Has lived other lives

There's something more, I can see it clear
Not something you hold in your hand
The end of the circle ends with me in Eternity

The poet and the dreamer
Creating Pisces flow
There is a world that we possess
That all of you can't know

There's something more there, I can see it clear
Not something you hold in your hand
The end of the circle; it ended with me in Eternity

Beyond just what you can see lies darkness
My life, it changes with everything around me
Sometimes I need to get the hell out of here

If you are a soul in need
If you need compassion
I will stand up like a wall right by your side

I can tell what others can't tell
Yes, I can read your mind
Pisces belongs in another world at another time

Neptune rules my hours
Devoted by your side
The heart of the Pisces soul lives through time
Through time


- "Pisces" by Eternity X (I included these lame little lyrics to give a quick summary of the personality based on the zodiac sign if you're too lazy to read through all of it. ;D; )



Color Test
results. Advocating Artist.
Likes/dislikes: Sweets, cute things, children, seafood, the sea, music (A keyboardist/background vocalist in Damon's band), archery, swimming, plushies, kitties, baby animals, Care Bears, Kirby, Jigglypuff, sex, clothes and fashion, designer label clothes, social events, flirting, gifts, games, being praised, people, clubbing, charity, alcohol, being loved, attention, being helpful, being spoiled, nonsensical random paraphernalia, warm fuzzy feelings, gifts, flowers and nature, snuggling, singing, dancing like a retard, Nutella / being disliked, being alone, being unable to match up to people’s standards, being belittled/criticised, not being taken seriously, guns, violence, wars, celery o.o
Fears: Guns and any instruments of war. Blood. Heat and fire. Being chilled. Being abandoned. Falling to apathy. Being unable to ever find his other half. Losing his family. Losing his self through changing for the world. Himself.
Ethnicity: Swedish in the modern world; Orcinus / Geminian in Lu Xhasa
Religion: passively Unitarian Universalist in the modern world; A kind of Unitarian Universalist/Neo-pagan religion that I never really named in Lu Xhasa. They celebrate the Lunar New Year, and hold the earth, sea, and sun as the greatest deities or somesuch. They call the sea Aquaria, and the sun Amun Ra.
Occupation: A shoe salesman at a department store in the modern world; Brother to the King of the Gemini Isles in Lu Xhasa, so.. Ambassador Prince?
Quirks, etc: He's not really a man, not really a boy, but also not really a girl in mannerisms. When frustratedly depressed, pigs out on vanilla ice cream and brain freezes himself. Rancid driver. Finger-sucking habit. Designer label fetish. Eyes that are bigger than his stomach: he would faaawn over food, but he doesn’t eat much since he doesn’t like the feeling of being too full and he eats so slowly that he is never able to finish all the food he gets. Usually saves his favourite parts in food or anything for last. Never uses public bathrooms (unless he ends up there for.. erh.. extraneous reasons). Pushes all the buttons every time he’s in an elevator when any are present. Only throws quarters (or the equivalent of quarters) in fountains, and loves tossing coins in fountains. Always tries to skip rocks on bodies of water, but never gets it to skip (it just sinks). Hates it when people don't turn faucets off all the way; he'll do it. Also hates badly-folded papers, or people messing up his books, which all look pristine. Clumsy with unfamiliar technology, but learns fast.
Financial Status: Wealthy in the modern world; royalty in Lu Xhasa
Colour(s): White. Yellow. Powder blue.
Number(s): 12
Season(s): Spring / Summer
Element(s): Water / Heart
Representative animal(s): Dolphin
Favourite music: Kent, Swedish pop/rock, Delerium, Conjure One, Somegirl, Asian pop, Eisley, Nightwish, Glow, Qntal, Iris, synthpop, trip-hop, new age, world/ethnic, yoga music. Lush, sensual soundscapes. Music that sounds like sex lol – and I don’t mean that literally. &&
Song(s): Romeo Återvänder Ensam by Kent, Palace och Main by Kent, Pärlor by Kent, Mannen i den vita Hatten (16 ar senare) by Kent, FF by Kent, Falling by Balligomingo, Gabriel by Glow, End of Me by Glow, Regret by Glow, Bonds of Sea and Fire by Yasunori Mitsuda, Eurydice by Sleepthief, You Did a Good Thing by Sleepthief, Entre Ciel et Mer by Sleepthief, Skimming Stones by Sleepthief, Send Me an Angel by Sleepthief (Please visit Sleepthiefs myspace), Last Christmas by Hawk Nelson, Dragostea din tei by O-ZONE.
Voice: Takahiro Sakurai as Cloud (Japanese voice) from Advent Children.
Relations: Ikaya (brother), Ionas (cousin), Igraine (mother), Emarius (father, deceased), Erasmus (uncle, deceased), Ingrid (aunt, deceased), Emilia (aunt), Erik (uncle), Indara (cousin), Elaine (cousin), Ilium (cousin), Maj (paternal grandmother), Emil (paternal grandfather), Cilla Lindberg (maternal grandmother), Frans Lindberg (maternal grandfather)
Types of people s/he gets along with as friends: Most people. See Friends list.
Types of people s/he won't get along with: Negative people. People who can’t seem to take jokes and who are intolerant of him, criticise him, and/or hold him to high standards. People who purposely and maliciously play with his feelings and exploit his gullibility. People who belittle him with their words and/or are dismissive of him. People who ridicule his sensitivity and internal problems.
Types of people that could become a lover: Someone calmer and more serious than himself, who makes him feel loved, occasionally spoils him (teasing/flirting with him is optional, but he’d like it), and who openly (not necessarily meaning publicly) shows sexual desire for him. Someone he can tease, who will offer equality (e.g. Ia isn’t the one who’s always asking or receiving) when it comes to initiating sex/intimacy – or anything else involving couple activities, for that matter – or else he feels like he’s the only one who’s enjoying/wanting anything and he gets extremely anxious and/or paranoid over it. Someone who would recognise his efforts to “do good” and let him know it’s recognised. Someone who will talk to him, listen to him, and that he can learn from. Someone who can appreciate his fluffheadedness, but who also understands and acknowledges that he can be (and is?) more than that. However, some push-pull tension and butting heads would oddly make him feel like the relationship is more real. He is not after an easy-cruise relationship, and if he does feel he’s in a relationship too good to be true or too “easy,” he will wander, although he'll do the same if you don't pay enough attention to him. He doesn't have to be the center of the other's world, but he has to feel like he does have some hopefully important part in it. He doesn’t believe too much of a good thing in a relationship would last, so he seeks moderation in being spoiled or flirted with: he’s searching for something deep and connected, that they would both fight for together (or vs.. so long as the co-op happens more often than the vs). The only thing he won’t mind a bit of excess is sex. e_e He needs someone to be his compliment: someone for whom he can be the sun, the soothing salve, the heart to fill a void, the hope in hopelessness. ..lol. The best example I can find as a good love match for Ia is Ikaya. DDDDD: – lmfao, good luck, Ia.
Love interest: -- (Single and desperate lol – but gave up looking for the moment / Open-committing type)
Character status: Main


“Well, I thought you were joking at first, then you made that pocket correction, so I thought you might have been serious all the way down to the time machine bit. Then I kicked myself because you must have been joking the entire time because it was impossible that you meant anyone could build one, but you said you weren't joking, so I thought maybe you were referring to the astronomical possibility of time travel since something happens to the reference frame of time when travelling at the speed of light and then I just got confused. &&

Then you said you were half-joking, and that just made me kick myself again. ._.”


Anime version of Ia I use for fantasy:

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More realistic version of Ia I sketched that can be applied to either world:

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My BJD incarnation of Ia, though with the wrong clothing style >< :

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