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Haven't written in a while.. bored.. I had a party last night and it was really fun. I got a target gift card (wohoo, shopping and it's like hollographic) I got oriental stuff: scene, lantern, cards, ornament, fan; I got a therapy nylon pillow a fuzzy blanket, Ryan Cobrera (the shiznit with a nice a**) Evanescence, candy (all thought I only got 3 pieces because everyone kept eating it, so I was all, thanks for eating my present^^) I got a bunch of kewl stuff, I loved the cards and they were so sweet, I also got this collage I want to hang in my locker, but my locker might be too messy. I'm such a slob at school ^^. Then my house is a mess now everyone forgot soemthing I have everything from cd's to shirts to play station games and rubberbands thingys. All night everyone was calling each other's cell phones, it was weird ^^ I felt so sorry for Tumpy, in the beginning he was just sitting there watching and doing nothing... but once he had enough Dr Peppers he was up and singing it was hilarious, we were all singing YMCA.
So I was looking around the house for damage (we're putting our house up for sale so yeah...) and I found my shower mat (cloth) was soaked through and so were wash cloth thingys. So yeah hopefully nothnig we find it too bad.... so yeah, that's it baiz

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

Well I'm having an interesting time right now.... My group of friends has now broken up, and I'm friendly with both ends.

So anywayz, on Sunday I had a weird afternoon. But we did prove a guy who said he wasn't a pervert, was a pervert ^^ So I won't go into depth but everyone won't live it down becuz' hayes told a lot of peeps ^^
But I think that's it. I went to see Meet the Fockers. Loved it. Was hilarious. You have to see Meet the Parents to understand some of the humor though...

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

Well, I kinda have a new friend... except... it is more of an aquaintence. I hang out with him when I'm with mel and hayes and we chat for long periods of times.
I guess half of the friends I thought were friends, aren't really there.. well actually all but that one.... I am gonna miss everyone... but I mean I just feel out of place... I'm the only one that listens to the music I do (most of it at least) I'm the only one that isn't having nightmares of visions, I don't watch Yu yu hakasho, or inuyasha. I mean and 3/4 of the time people are talking about stuff I wasn't filled in on, and when I ask about it they shun me. Then they're always telling secrets, and I feel shut out.
I got to spray paint today at mel's house!!! It was so fun. It looks like I have a long blue scar on my arm, and I wrote K rox on mel's arm because I felt like it ^_^ Then we went over to hayes then to Stev's where we chilled for an hour... oh god, the bad memories >.< ^_~
Once I go to North Carolina, excuse me if I've said this already but..., I'm going to concentrate on making a bunch of good friends, here I concentrated on one friend, we were really good friends, but it's drifting, and... well I lost sight of my other friends, that I somewhat ignored... if that makes sense....

Well anways

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

recently my friends have been angry at each other and really I didn't see why. But two talked to me, but I didn't see why they were angry at the other. Maybe it's just I don't let stuff get to me because my family is a criticizing (I know I spelled that wrong) family. So, when people criticize me I just let it roll off my back or tuck it inside, which isn't the best thing to do.
Lately I've felt really separated from all of my friends except one. I mean, we never talk or go to the mall or anything at all. It's kinda sad because one person is depressed and the rest get depressed, it really weird. But every time I turn around and ask someone to hang out, it's always that they have another person over. It kinda feels that I'm the only one reaching out and they just kinda shove my hand away, even though sometimes we hang out. So I look at moving as an opportunity to make more friends. Here I kinda concentrated on one friend and then thought I had it all, not anticipating that we'd 'drift' I guess, or not hang-out or what ever. So in NC I'll have new beginnings.
Today is christmas and I got the most awesome stereo system. You can load in mp3's and games, has two speakers, and can hold up to 5 cds. It has great sound quality too, even at 7 the sound fills my room with loud music, it's the best. I can just sit in my room listening to linkin park for the rest of my life and be happy, it drowns out everything else... it's a nice break from all the chaos.
I also go a lot of body washes, soaps and body mists. I love body mist and I got two. I have vanilla black raspberry (one name of one body mist) it smells really good. Then I have strawberry, and it's not bad but I like vbr better.
For New Year's I'm gonna have a friend come over hopefully and we'll pig out on pizza and muchies, we'll probably stay up until 3 in the morning anyway. Hopefully, we won't be babysitting that night. But it won't be a suprise if they do call.

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

I found out that my dad got a job in North Carolina. I'm going to miss everyone here. It really really sucks.... Thankfully we don't have to move until the Summer and we get to finish eighth grade here.
Everyone here is so nice and laid back. I'll miss mel because she showed me that it's nice to have fun every once in a while and that you're never to old to be immature .She's the second person who ever talked to me when I moved here. I'll miss Wes, because she's always there to listen, and she'll listen and if you ask her not to say anything she won't she just help you out and make sure everything is O.K. I'll miss Suzy because even though she knows I get annoying, she tolerates me and is really funny. It's fun to hang out with her and it's funny to hear her say "darn they were there last night and we were too but I missed him"(her b/f nekoshida)I'll miss Macy because she one of those people who can care about someone but hate them at the same time. (she really does look like a teddy bear it's really scary >.< ^_~) I'll miss Hayley because she's fun and always makes me laugh. I'll miss a lot of other people too...
It's a little to early to be missing people though, I still have half a year... and I'll make the best of it and hang out with my friends as much as I can ^_^

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

Hey, I haven't written in a while. Yesterday I babysat with Mel for 8 hours. I think they ripped us off because they gave us 22.50$ each. One kid didn't listen when we told him to go to sleep. We spent half an hour coaxing him out of a closet and into bed. When we said time for him to go to bed, he got out his homework which he said he wouldn't finish because his relatives were going to visit over the holiday. We promised him he's get it done over the break if he took the time to do it, but not to do it at bedtime, and we took it away. When we came back from putting it away, he was in the closet angry because he didn't want to go to bed and he wanted to finish his homework. So we told him what his parents said to us; "have them in bed at 8:30" The mom wanted them in bed at 8:30 but the dad said 9:00 so we read to them until nine and put them to bed. We had already let them stay up later than we had intended them to. The younger boy kept playing with toys but he was asleep by 9:30 but at 9:30 the kid still wouldn't put down his head, and at least atempt to go to sleep. Anyhow we spent the last couple of hours until 2:00 a.m. watching T.V. trying not to fall asleep.
In about 30 minutes I'm going with Mel to the mall. Althought her mom is going, we'll probably meet up with her mom at a certain time or something. I think I'll have Taco Bell for dinner, a grande burrito or something of the like. Right now Mel is sleeping, I tried to sleep but no luck, so I just went down to the computer room and started writing this.
I'm also getting food for the dogs. When I go to the mall there's this chocolate factory place and they have dog treats, and I want to get that for the dogs. Since I only got 7 hours of sleep last night, and I didn't sleep at all during the day, I'm gonna drink a lot of mountain due. (I think that's how you spell it anways...) They're shaped like bones and convered in icing looking stuff, and it looks like the dogs will love it, so if I get one each, which will be three, I can go to petsmart later and get them ropes or something. Then my Christmas shopping will be completly over and I'll still have about 30$ for me ^_^.

All for now

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

I wrote this really long entry.. once again, and it got erased. DARN!! So anyway, today was tiring. My first three hours are the hardest. Pre AP english, math, and science. Science is the worst, it's fun to study with friends, but I find science boring... zzzz. So anyway, Lil (my friend) found out about me secret life (althought not so secret anymore) I meet 500 pd. old men on the internet, meet them in old parking lots, jump in his car, have a few drinks, and if all goes well there is a second date. (REMEMBER: THIS IS NOT REAL WHAT-SO-EVER! IT IS MADE UP AND I'M NOT A PERVERT OR ENGAGE IN ANY ACTIVITIES WITH 500 PD. OLD MEN.) Today I remembered a childhood story.
I forget how we got on the subject but I think we were talking about elementary school. When I lived in Illinois on our playground we had oversized tires in the ground, upright. So one day my friends and I climbed into these tires. Not in the hole, but where the tire holds air, we climbed in. My friends were able to get out, but I pushed myself in funny and I was stuck. I was really scared, I thought they were going to have to bring me food and I would be stuck there forever. (at the time, I guess I was ignorant or something) FInally people gathered around the tire to see what was going on. My friends were making all kinda of suggestions. Not enough people gathered around to make a teacher come over. Finally I was able to slip an arm out and then the other and push myself out. Cheers were let out and everything was well.
My childhood is interesting. Trust me, not as interesting as the friends/aquantinces(sp?) I've made. One guy wants to be called muffin, one is obsessed with fire, one loves to get attention, one is cynical, the other is peppy, the other is hyper and another likes to kick. Caution: not a good mix. may cause irritation of the mind, impatience, meaness, feeling uncomfortable, or to die giggling. ^_~

All for now

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

Well, sorry I wasn't able to tell the second half, and I spilled it to a friend, so I decided not to write about it. Today we played scrabble and I got 124 points. I've never played before either.
I went to Ted's for dinner, which I love and it's absolutely delicious. I got a quesidilla. It was so good, but over ten dollars, oh well. I'll prolly eat it tomorrow or friday. (save room for thanksgiving) my mom says I should learn how to prepare the turkey and such, so now I'm a big part of Thanksgiving.
WEll, I'm tired

Happiest of days
~**minkasha**~

I had the weirdest dream last night, brace yourself because I also have a situation from yesterday. So to start out on a positive note, the dream.

__I walk down the stairs in my dress for the 8th grade formal and there's my date looking as handsome as ever (for all of you wondering who that is, that's for me to know and you never to find out) He takes my hand and helps me into his mother's car and we go to the dance. They have a few fast paced songs but it's mostly slow dancing. Both of us are having the time of our lives. We start really talking and laughing when all of a sudden the princeple gets on stage and tells us to part down the middle. Then my date disappears.Then the rooms spins and it turns into this huge dance off. The other team is wearing disco stuff and platforms while my team is pimped. We have on jewelry and bling and the works.They do the disco and splits when it's my teams turn who spin and then start dong the west side story (you snap and get closer and closer while picking up your legs high) Then they did more splits and all of us started break dancing. It was hilarious!! really it was.

OK. for the second part which either I'll write or finish tomorrow.