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for you i'll do anything to see you happy,

anything you wish me to i'll do in a heartbeat

for you and only for you

i'll give you everthing you desire and take away everything you hate.

i'll keep you safe as long as your with me

i would hold you for as long as possible

i want 2 see you happy.

even if you wish 2 be with some one else, i'll live for you

i'll be alright as long as i know you are safe.

your really special to me.

you are the most speacialist person in my life

nothing in my life more important as you in my life

this world would end and i'll never find the right words 2 say how good you are, cuz i don't think even word can describe it.

i can count on you for help

no one not even me is better than you

you save me from heartache

your the hope that i go 2 when im sad, down, and depressed, even when i'm happy and filled with glee

AND NOW I COULD GO FOREVER BUT NOW. RIGHT NOW I HAVE RAN OUT OF WORDS 2 SAY.

wat are friends poem


who can i trust?

are my friends really my friends?

can i have someone i can trust?

wat are friends?

are they supose 2 stab u in the back?

tell all your secrets to someone else?

i can trust myself if no one else.

idk if there really r.

idk know if i have some one i can trust.

wat r friends really

i dont think they should

no

its shattered into tiny piece

trying hard to keep it together

hold all in

the pain, the sorrow, the tears, hides all fears

behind a friendly smile

wanting to help evryone

when i cant help myself

i saw u in so much pain

i wanted 2 cry myself, but that wouldn't have helped

so i held it in, and comfort u in your time of need

but the scene played over and over in my mind

and over time i began 2 break down

slowly falling apart the piece of my heart

ALONE
Current mood: depressed


Alone, can't see what in front of me

Blinded and don't know why

Crying on the inside, Slowly dying on the insde

NO one sees, the pain im in.

I hold anll my anger and Hate.

Until tears fall from myt eyes.

I wipe them away like nothing wrong and i walk away.

Slowly distancing my self from the world around.

Burrying my self in books, to let my imagination run free.

So i don't feel so alone,

They don't care.

They only care about their on needs

Dumpping all their problems and sadness on me.

They don't even listen to what i have to say.

Day by day the same thing, they say I hardly ever talk at all

BUt i talk everyday, i answer all their questions, but the truth of the matter is they don't pay attention or listen to what i say.

Yes i know im quiet and yes i'm a little bit shy

We're suppose to be friends but don't come to me and tell me how you but can't do the same for me in return.

i dk


Every time i get my hopes up the always come crashin down

i didn't want 2 come 2 this stupid skool? why!!! i didn't want 2 come here. you didn't even ask me. always signong me up with something i didn't even want 2 do.

i wanted 2 go to the skool with my old friends

And i can't even play the sports i love becuz of this stupid sondition that i have. my hope and dreams of becoming a pro are gone.

but now im stuck here!!



I HATE it I HAte it all.Wtf do u want from mee!!! laeave me alone! i get good grade never cause trouble, i cant play the sports i love and yet u tell me 2 dream big!



BUt evry hope , every dream i ever had shattered into pieces of glass that are wedge into my heart. it hurts.

why? should i keep hoping and dreaming? wat the point? cuz they're all gonna come crashin, smashin like hard rocks into my face.

AND im tired of it happening, im tired of it all, im just tired.