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Days of my life =3

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The love of God and Devil
When you had forsaken me
Everything came crumbling down
Nothing seem to have reasons anymore
Nothing can make me happy again

Thank you devil for putting me through pain
Thanks for acting like you cared
If you had ever existed
Id offer you my soul for a wish

The wish of being with her forever
In the happiest realms of the worlds
As the holy god has abandoned me
I shall take the path shown to me

Love was never meant for me
All the hopes I had for dreams
Shattered into a million specks
Maybe its time for me to go

Ending this sorrow once and for all
Abandoning the feeling of loneliness
Throwing behind the painful memory
Flying into the arms of the devil

You have forsaken me god
My prayers may have been ignored
My dreams may have been destroyed
But my love you shall forever stand

Whichever path I am given
I shall watch over you with all my heart
You have taken everything in me
Now I’m left behind with nothing at all

The pain is killing me
The memory is torturing me
Wishing my life away
Wish I was never born

The past, present and future
First time i completed a poem..
probably sux..
but i tried

Maybe I was born to live a lonely life
With no one who could understand
Moving from land to another world
All alone in this cold and painful realm

Never had any proper friends
Cyber world was all I had
Searching for the one to fill my heart
Shattering into tiny specks

Times after times of desperate tries
When I finally found the one
You were the only one for me
You were the world that I need

First thing in mind when I wake up
It has always been you you you
Even though everything seem so perfect
Underneath was a big dark lie

The world I had found crumbled down
Crushing me like I should have died
Maybe my existence was the first mistake
But my love for you will never change

Even if the day will never come
You will always be my light in life
You made death seem so minor
Living the life with you will be my dream

Fantasy and fairytale won’t exist
At least not for a loser such as I
You were the final last dream I had
And it perished without a sound

It may be the end of me
It may be the end of life
But I shall rise from ashes
And watch over you
As your loving guardian angel
Forever and ever watching over you

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Little Johnny was 7 years old and like

other boys

his age rather


He had been hearing quite a bit

about 'making out'

from the older boys, and he wondered

what it was

and how it was done.

One day he took his question to his

mother, who

became rather flustered. Instead of


things to Johnny, she told him to hide

behind the

curtains one night and watch his older

sister and

her boyfriend.

This he did. The following morning,


described EVERYTHING to his mother.

"Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for

a while,

then he turned off most of the lights.

Then he

started kissing and hugging her. I

figured 'Sis must

be getting sick, because her face started



He must have thought so too, because he

put his

hand inside her blouse to feel her heart,

just the

way the doctor would. Except he's not as

smart as

the doctor because he seemed to have


finding her heart. I guess he was getting

sick too,

because pretty soon both of them started


and getting all out of breath.

His other hand must have been cold

because he

put it under her skirt.

About this time 'Sis got worse and began

to moan

and sigh and squirm around and slide



the end of the couch. This was when her


started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis

told him

she felt really hot.

Finally, I found out what was making

them so

sick......-a big eel ;had gotten inside his


somehow. It just jumped out of his pants


stood there, about 10 inches long,

honest, anyway

he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from



When Sis saw it, she got really scared-her


got big, and her mouth fell open, and

she started

calling out to God and stuff like that. She

said it

was the biggest one she's ever seen; I

should tell

her about the ones down at the lake by

our house!

Anyway, Sis got brave and tried to kill the

eel by

biting its head off.The eel spit on her face

a little bit and then, All of a sudden she

grabbed it

with both hands and held it tight while he

took a

muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it

over the

eel's head to keep it from biting again.

Sis lay back and spread her legs so she

could get

a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying

on top

of the eel. The eel put up a hell of a


Sis started groaning and squealing and


boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess


wanted to kill the eel by squashing it



After a while they both quit moving and

gave a

great sigh. Her boyfriend got up, and sure


they killed the eel. I knew because it just


there, limp, and some of its insides were



Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired

from the

battle, but they went back to courting

anyway. He

started hugging and kissing her again. By


the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up


started to fight again.

I guess eels are like cats- they have nine

lives or

something. This time, Sis jumped up and

tried to

kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35


struggle, they finally killed the eel. I knew

it was

dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel

its skin

off and flush it down the toilet.

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