I"m so angry..
I dunno what to do. I'm like..pmsing right now. I'm not normally this upset about stuff. I'm able to just sorta shove it to the side, but then this stupid time of the month comes I got friggin crazy.
My life just sucks.
I'm tried of being friendless. I'm not talented at all either. I feel to pathetic. I'm not confident. I don't have any more hope or faith in finding new friends, so they can just get pissed at me for stupid reasons then run off and leave me to rot.
I admit the second time it happened it was my fault. I stayed away..I was so afraid of being rejected and ignored I had no choice but to run away from it all. Before it got any worse. However I made it worse. It was all my fault.
My drawings..still suck..I don't think..I'll ever get good enough. Though I love to draw, I suck at it.
I'm tired..but fustrated..and sad..I'm not ready for school. While others are excited I'm being my weak little self, scared to go into this big school all on my own.
I'm scary, terrifying..I don't know anyone..I'm not very social at all. I'm really fragile at this point. At any moment i could break. I need..some kinda of attention. I want to be known. I want to be a friend..where people wanna hang out with.
Why do people leave me..?
Why...
I dunno what to do. I'm like..pmsing right now. I'm not normally this upset about stuff. I'm able to just sorta shove it to the side, but then this stupid time of the month comes I got friggin crazy.
My life just sucks.
I'm tried of being friendless. I'm not talented at all either. I feel to pathetic. I'm not confident. I don't have any more hope or faith in finding new friends, so they can just get pissed at me for stupid reasons then run off and leave me to rot.
I admit the second time it happened it was my fault. I stayed away..I was so afraid of being rejected and ignored I had no choice but to run away from it all. Before it got any worse. However I made it worse. It was all my fault.
My drawings..still suck..I don't think..I'll ever get good enough. Though I love to draw, I suck at it.
I'm tired..but fustrated..and sad..I'm not ready for school. While others are excited I'm being my weak little self, scared to go into this big school all on my own.
I'm scary, terrifying..I don't know anyone..I'm not very social at all. I'm really fragile at this point. At any moment i could break. I need..some kinda of attention. I want to be known. I want to be a friend..where people wanna hang out with.
Why do people leave me..?
Why...
