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evil I can't stand him. My ex... evil
stare He tries to act like an emo brat, but he can't do it the right way!!! stressed It's annoying!!! scream Plus he always wants to get me alone with him.... stressed he's an absolute a** who's just not getting it. burning_eyes HE HAS A MYSPACE!!!! A F-ing MYSPACE burning_eyes
I hope he doesn't find me... lol

4laugh Anyways, I'm not at CSU anymore. I'm in Devry and will be doing Games and Simulations (which I only have to go to one day of the week). 4laugh

Speaking of which, I have finally beaten KH2 and B-chan hates me for it blaugh (she has school homework and studying to deal with and I ask to borrow her game; sucks for her sweatdrop ). However, I can't beat Sephiroth for the life of me!!!! crying

Plus, there's this guy I want to ask out ninja , but I'm nervous about what he'd say... confused I'm hopeless.... sweatdrop
Anyways, if I don't get to ask him out, I'm at least getting him a present for him B-day(which happens to be the same month as me with a few days ahead of mine whee )And it's a Claddaugh ring. I thought it would be nice to get him something like that. mrgreen

That's all I have to post now.

I HATE college!!!! stressed

Aside that I'm in an art class, art isn't a major at the college I attend!!! stare
It F@(KING SUCKS @$$!!!
And everything is on the computer. I NEED a LAPTOP!!!!
I wanna attend a different college!!!!

Figouthes woidie saitoyou (Figure out these words I say to you) eek sweatdrop
sweatdrop I know it's weird what I just did, but you'll be suprise at the strangest sh-t you can come up with while staying up all night xp . blaugh But anyways....I've graduated, I'm looking for work, and I'm looking forward to going to college whee .
For now, I guess I can paint with acrylics heart (my newfound playground for my idle hands). mrgreen

Before I get to the getting creeped out part, I'll explained the other stuff in my last entry:
I have Virtual High School and I'm trying to get all of that taken care of and a whole bunch of stuff to do in Economics, it's not even funny... sad
Had an anxiety attack a while ago from stress; pretty scary. The thing that's been stressing me out the most is wondering when I should, or if I should, tell my family that I'm bisexual. neutral
Sleep deprived, but it's getting better. 3nodding
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And now to the thing that's now creeping me out.... confused

My ex boyfriend, who was married to my friend Kitty, is now acting like a pervert and an a*****e!!! crying He knows I haven't had sex with anyone and want to be the first!! gonk Talk about ewww! gonk
He not only acts like a b*****d, he is being one!!! stressed And to add more fuel to the fire he's hit on my friend B-chan's girlfriend; B-chan happens to be his sister BTW!!! scream What a jerk!!! evil If he keeps this up, I might have to hurt him in the worst possible way!!! stressed

Hi Hi!!!^w^

I know it's been a while since I've posted or been on Gaia, but I was logged off....
But now I'm back on!!!

I have to make this a short entry, but I'll sum it up for you:
Been in school
Had an anxiety attack
Sleep deprived
Etc.

I will explain more later.
Till then, JA NE, MINNA!!!

I had the most strangest dream....
I was on the computer and logged onto Gaia, and I, for some reason, clicked on Guilds. As so as I did that, all the avatars were moving and fighting off mosters or stuff. It wass almost like .hack//SIGN.

Very, very strange....no?

I've been busy looking for a job, reading, working on my Xanga Journal, etc.
Here are some lyrics which I think fits Metatron:


A PERFECT CIRCLE LYRICS

"Pet"

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a ******** about you, like I do.

Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep

heart Weak and Powerless heart
By: A Perfect Circle

Tilling my own grave to keep me level
Jam another dragon down the hole
Digging to the rhythm and the echo of a solitary siren
one that pushes me along, and leaves me so
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you

Someone feed the monkey
while I dig in search of China
White as dracula
As I approach the bottom
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you

Pale angel go away
Come again some other day
The devil has my ear today
I'll never hear a word you say
He promised I would find a little
Solace and some peace of mind
Whatever, just as long as I don't feel so
Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless

Desperate and ravenous
So weak and powerless
Over you
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Hi people!! 4laugh
I bought the cd!!! xd I love it (especially this song whee )!!! xd Although, it's 2 years late, I think...... stare
What can I say? I'm not made of money..... stare
Oh well....Ce La Vie... sweatdrop

I also got my nails done (no fake nails, they drive me crazy cause all they do is keep your fingers in a prison.... stressed little finger cuffs they are.... stare ), went to eat at Applebee's, and got two dounuts. blaugh
*yum!!!* mrgreen