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Hey, um, can anybody tell me why Nate apparently hates me? We talked about being friends, but now he's taken me off his gaia friends list. I don't know what the heck is up! I thinks its really ignorant to talk all nice to me at one point, but then turn and act like an.....well you can fill in the blanks.

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Lately a select few of my friends have decided to ditch everybody else and go hang out. Now, I understand that they are dating and want personal time, but that gives them NO excuse to not answer the phones and ignore everyones messages on gaia and myspace to them.

I can't say that they are the only people making my summer go sour. Sadly my boyfriend has been either sick or busy and come hang out with us. I can't blame him, and I know that. But that doesn't mean I'm going to go along with my day smiling and whistling while skipping in the rain. Nope.

So far quite a few things have happened to piss me off. I'm not going to act mature about it anymore either. No way, no how. I am totally going to be ticked off about it all.

Well, currently ground until the school year starts, realizing who n my family I can/can't trust, and I quit my summer job. What now? ...I'm going to have a long boring summer, thats what! I miss my friends. I mainly miss Marlee, Nate, and Brandon. They're the only friends that I used to talk to often on gaia and other times. Yes, I do miss my other friends, but the above three are among (if not) my closest friends.......

The title says it all. I'm feeling whatever-ish today. Oh well. I'm in a better mood than I was the past two days, but still concidering.

Sorta optimistic right now about getting a coco. I just now noticed how easy it is getting gold. Usually I waste it on random stuff, but now since I don't want anything expensive I'll start working on meh coco....

Right now I'm thinking, yes again, emos are really smart. I think I should join them. Reason being? Because they are trying to put themelves out of the misori we deal with every friggin' day and act like everythings fine. Though we all know we hate our lives just as much, if not more, as emos. I love emos. They're smart, cool, and the guys have awesome hair. Maybe I should be emo, too....

Okay. Well, I didn't go to school today. Reason being: Mom didn't feel like driving me to school concidering there was a field trip almost everybody else was going on.

Now that I think about it, I wish I had gone on it with you guys. Not because of the rides or anything simple like that, but I won't see you guys that much next year. I'm really going to miss you. I have no classes with most of my closest friends! I would have two classes with my boyfriend if one of us switched of first and fourth periods. It sucks! No matter what I try to do nothing ever seems to come out a way I'll like it. I wanted to at least have one class with each of my friends, but unless we all meet up during the first week of school, I don't see it happening. Besides, I love my friends dearly but I'm not going to throw off my future career just to spend time with them in school. We can always have a movie day. Like once a week we all meet at the movies. Who knows. Maybe I'll get some work done without the distraction of my friends around. Or maybe it will put me into a permanent depression. Oh well. Time will tell.

Okay. Yeah, so today I went to a funeral! ^-^; It wasn't exactly plesent. I was falling asleep alot. Causing my mom to hit me multiple times. I'm at a dance right now. I wish my Boyfriend was here................