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I know i may seem young but..When you really know somebody and you honestly care about them and then they leave you out to die..Cheaters..I have to say i hate that show but its the god damn truth. I hate the truth. It buirns and kills us. But you have to deal with everything.....Ill cry while typing this but nobody cares anyways..I hold in my feelings and its hard to give up like this but it figures when your friend is a backstabber.... emo C all me emo or whatever i dont care

I dont like to be hated by people....But it happens....Hate is a strong word..But it makes no sense does it. No matter how much you may dislike a person you know that deep down that you honestly care for that person. Take this for example. I really dont like this girl Chelsey. But no matter how many times i may say it iknow deep down that i honestly truely care for her as a very good friend. Yes, she may be annoying, bratty, cocky, and bossy at times but she changes when she listens to you and tries to take an interest on what your saying. I guess what im trying to say is that......Im a person awfully disliked a lot but im not even aware of the reason why. People are confusing. Like a long division problem to a kindergardner. You never know anything about them until you try it out and learn about them. It's strange how i come up with these thoughts at night and not during the day. Maybe im emo...maybe im not...maybe i could wirte poetry maybe not. I guess Ill never know till i find out.Appearences...You always judge people on their looks..But why? I ask this question because when I'm reading a book at school i see kids bullied and i'm the only person out of my friends that will stick up gor them. Yeah i may get hit or harassed but at least the person getting their feelings hurt is ok. Ill tell you that story another time..

Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I an a*****e?-
Am I hot?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-
Am I a bad person?-
Am I a dork?-

2)******Would You******
Hug me?-
Kiss me?-
Love me?-
Miss me if i was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if i cried?-
Be a good friend?-

3)******If You Could...******
Give me a new name it would be?-
Change any thing abought me?-
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

4)******Just A Few Questions******
What do you like/love about me?-
What do you hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-

********Yourself********

1. Who are you?-
2. Do you have a crush on me?-
3. How old are you?-
4. Are we good friends?-
5. Do we know each other in real life?-
6. Are you hot?-
7. Is my avatar hot?-
8. Will you put this in your journal so i can answer these questions about you!?-
9. Do you have any pics?

Im different and no guy likes me...It makes me sad...I feel like nobody will ever care for me and Ill be empty forever..

I know it may not be right but i feel kinda wierd about this and now im trying to send him off to his love bird. She waiting for him. But yet he keeps coming back to me and not going to her...Shes your you're not mine...Im sorry