I was so glad that what I thought was going to happen, happened! I saw you-know-who. It's a good thing Em told me because I would have so not have known. Seeming him today made me come to a conclusion: I'm still in love and there is no one else. I always thought that maybe things would change between us, but I realized that they haven't. I also realized that I'll be miserable with out him.I was thinking about him all this morning, fantasizing and reminising(sp?) thining things would be hard. But actually they are not. The atmosphere was so comfortable between us today( I won't mention how we got how we got to have freetime either) It wasn't arkward, annoying or even sensual, it was just peaceful. I loved it. I also loved the fact that when we departed that I wasn't sad or unhappy, I just felt relieved to see him. I'm so glad that we have a understanding. It's like we have the same mind and that certain things don't even have to be said. We know that we are still in love with each other and that in a few years or so we can bet together again. It's just that simple. This will be easier in the future and that's ok. I can be patient. Also, ******** that other guy, I'm so not interested! (lol)
tsuyayaka1 · Fri Apr 04, 2008 @ 10:26pm · 0 Comments |