Hope you've all been doing good.
I'm hanging in there, just been working a lot. I am really happy in my new job and I'm so grateful for it. I didn't realize how bad my mental health was in my old job until I started this one. That's usually how it goes. It's too bad we can't always realize how bad of a spot we're in until we're in a new spot.
Anyways, the holidays are coming up!
I've been known to get that seasonal depression around the holidays. This year I'm moreso apathetic. I think we are all in the same boat this year. It's just been such a weird year. Everyone talks about how 2020 has been a shitshow and in a lot of ways it has been, but good things have happened this year too. Overall, still super weird though.
I'm at kind of a weird crossroads of my life right now. I feel like I'm more driven in my career than I ever have been and that I'm finding new passions and inspiration. I always thought one day it'd be nice to have a nice high paying job but now I think I'm starting to realize that I'm okay with what I have as long as I'm getting by. I don't know if I set the bar too low for myself or if I'm just coming to terms with things. My job is very much customer service oriented and I know people talk about how they hate customer service but I'm starting to realize that I love it...literally every job I've ever had, dealing with people was my favorite part. I used to be really shy but now I'm finding myself to be a lot more of a people person. I know it probably sounds very lame to say that my passion is customer service and helping people, but it's true. I love when I can make someone happy even for just a minute. Or if they're frustrated I can help them figure things out and calm down a little.
Sorry for going on and on. I am kinda tired and I feel like it's transpiring in my writing.
Anyways, peace smile heart
· Tue Nov 17, 2020 @ 04:53am · 0 Comments