Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

Subscribe to this Journal
The Journal Of Sadness and Pain ...a journal, what more is there is say?


~Strawberry-Memories~
Community Member
avatar
4 comments
Chibi Chibi...
User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.

You said you wanted a picture of her Toki?




3 comments
....It finally comes true....
....*Katie, Toki, and Murderface feel an uneasy feeling..Katie raises up*

Toki : "Whats is this weird feelings?"
Murderface : "I feel it too...I...really do...somehow...something is going to really come together it seems like."
Katie : "*to herself* What is this feeling?!"
*is running as fast as he can, "Why did it take me so ******** long to realize my true feelings?! I'd never do that to her...Never...*a tear falls* Never!"
Katie : *holds her chest* "Ahhh!"
Toki : "Katie are you okeys?"
Murderface and Toki both hold her...her sign of her mother's starburst unicorn sign appears on her forehead, and a beautiful white princess dress with a pure diamond crown appears and she reaches out...a small pink butterfly forms the one Chibi Chibi has all the time...
*still running, a dashing knight armor appears of him. Another small but red butterfly forms...he thinks of the future of his future wife holding a baby with pink heart-shaped buns in her hair..."Katie!!! Ri-Ri!" (He wanted to call her Ri-Ri...Katie called her Chibi Chibi, but she is reffered to as both)

Chibi Chibi appears in her sailor suit flying beside him, "Chibi Chibi?" and she smiles it reminds him of Katie...and he bursts into the door of Katie's room, she is passed out in the arms of Toki and Murderface...
Murderface : "What are you doing here?"
Toki : "Pickle!! (he always calls him that) Whys you here?!"
Pickles "MOVE! *and he pushes them away holding Katie* Good god...I'm so ******** sorry...It's not true...none of it...*he looks at Murderface and Toki that now appear to have different knight suits on* Nathan...he got me drunk...h-he made me say those horriable things...I would never do that to you...I-I have thought of it yes...but not in a horriable way like that...Oh Katie, I finally realize...all of this...with Nathan...Murderface opening you up...finally opened me up...to see my true feelings...You got to wake up...*he is crying* C-Come on.........*long slience is heard* C-Come ON!!! I-If you don't w-wake up.....Ri-Ri will never be born to u-us...and I will die of pain and sadness...we all three will (meaning him, Toki, and Murderface). YOU ARE THE ONE THAT KEEPS US GOING...WE ARE YOUR KNIGHTS...Princess!!! Princess please!!!! *he holds her* please...*and he kisses her lips the two butterflies combinding in to one beautiful crystal heart...a tear falls off his face and onto hers and she slowly opens her eyes*
Katie : "My...knight in shining armor...y-you have finally came to me...and....a-awoken me from t-this hell...oh my dear knight...*tears form in her eyes...this reunion is ALOT like Serenity and Endymeins*....*she holds his head* I love you!
Pickles : "And I love you *holds her close*."

this whole hell has ended...it's been there all along...ever heard of the old tale of the 3 knights and unicorn princess? 2 knights having strong feelings that created hope and ketp the princess going a light on the way to the path of true love...2 knights sworn to protect their princess until their grand knight awoken...8 long years will take...to bring these two foreward...alot of sad and heartbreak...to bring these two foreward...the future king and queen of the future land "Ellipseeya". The land of true love...


The grand knight taketh his princess with him...and hold her forever...whilst the 2 knights guard them...keeping their love strong...

You might think "But all 3 of them love her?!" Yes...but only one is seriously truth to his word...the other two sworn their lifes to protect her and him...

The lamb of true love is getting closer...the unicorn princess shall bare a daughter...from thy knight's seed...the lamb of true love...Cosmos...will be awaken soon...by her parents reunion....The reunion of Princess Katelyn and Pickles The Grand Knight...



~Strawberry-Memories~
Community Member
dev1



~Strawberry-Memories~
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
Another dream...
Yes, today I had yet but another dream with Phil-sama in it of course smile . We were in some type of school and I was meeting him for the first time in years...he was upset at the way I looked (not that I was ugly just I looked very sad and sick)...We were sitting in the lunch room and the kids and teachers were giving me a hard a** time, so Phil decided we could go somewhere else...we went into this weird room...and it had this thing were it told you how much you loved someone...Of course Phil tried it first, and it said of course Oscar, he was very happy....He told me to try it...and I did...THIS IS the worst part of the dream...it cried out the moment I put it on, "NATHAN EXPLOSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I started crying NO NO NOT THAT DEATH ROCK BAND NO!!!! THEY WERE THE ONES TO GET ME TORE UP IN THE FIRST PLACE NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Then it stopped then cried out but not in such a louder tone, "TOKI WARTOOTH!!!!!!!!" I ripped the machince to bits and lied on the floor cryingmy eyes out...I...deeply truly could not say...to Phil that, that machine was right!....*says no more*




0 comments
...I really need someone to talk to....
I am so sad I don't even feel like making my text color and stuff, yes I am quite lazy...*sighs on the verge of crying*....tonight....I watched LOTR...its been a while sense I have...*sighs* my heart still is in pain for Gandalf not accepting my love...I must tell myself...not all of them are going to accept it...but I love...loved...love whatever Gandalf so much...I was in bed just minutes ago...and felt a strong feeling hold me...like it was holding me...and it said, "Stop worrying about Gandalf darlin'...its his loss, and he's an fool to not accept a pretty little gal like yourself." and I said..."What about you?" the feeling tried to kiss me...I felt very very comfortable...in love...but I didn't know who they were...but...no the feeling is gone...and I think I know who that was...by his voice.......Gimli redface redface redface i-if that was Gimli...w-was it? I-If it was I felt like I was in mid air...oh what does this mean???? someone...someonel..please..please...tell me...



~Strawberry-Memories~
Community Member
dev1



~Strawberry-Memories~
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
...blue christmas...


For Phil-sama...I had a dream that you and Oscar were married and had children, I came over and met him for the first time we all became good friends, but I was still down and sad...this made you sad...I thought you would like to know...


I had a dream also last night about that stupid band...I want nothing to do with them... cry

cry all I want for Christmas this year....is......what I have wanted for now I believe has been 8 years?...I pray everynight that I will at Christmas...and I will until what I get is here...


It will be a blue christmas without you...(hehe Elvis)


I have more than one man on my mind...*sighs* I just want one of them to come to me...before Christmas...
cry




0 comments
.....*crying softly*
*crying as a she cried when she was a little girl..she cries even harder*...*and she cries harder* I am afraid...I am soon going to die from this heart break......I am so alone...I-I don't want to die...3 men are in my heart, all 3 are very very very kind and gentle...but...would they ever look at me...like I do them? 2 adventers who are both so brave and kind...and...a prince...so handsome and strong...his bravery...is...I cannot descirbe...3 men...I am alone tonight...but...do I feel 3 souls around me...I don't know...I feel like I am going to soon die...very very soon..unless my heartbreak is finally cured...I'm scared! *cries out loud* I'm scared! I'M REALLY SCARED! *cries herself to sleep* emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo emo



~Strawberry-Memories~
Community Member
dev1



~Strawberry-Memories~
Community Member
avatar
0 comments
A little girl's love...
When a little girl falls in love, it is like the best thing in the world...when a little girl falls in love she is the happiest...having sweet little dreams of the one she loves...now the little girl is grown up into a young woman...and she cries all night long...growning up can hurt alot...so...I hold just a plain Teddy Bear snuggling it close...wishing it was you...just like I did when I was a little girl...


Every time I see a brown teddy bear a think of you...but I'm not a little girl anymore...what do I do?


....Ok....that was a sucky poem, but it was on my mind...so





« Prev Set | Next Set » | Home
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum