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Lurvey · Wed Jun 20, 2007 @ 10:21am · 0 Comments |
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Lurvey has been a character I like but somehow, I feel like this character is now simply d.e.a.d.
So, there is nothing left here but the skeletons...
Aurevoir~*
Lurvey · Sat May 05, 2007 @ 04:21pm · 0 Comments |
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Template made for my sister. What do you think? |
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I spent almost two hours doing this. I love the art by princess-of-shadow, and have photo-edited her images, suiting my sister's taste. mrgreen
What do you think? Good? rolleyes
Lurvey · Sun Apr 29, 2007 @ 09:25am · 4 Comments |
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The Life you lead is easy. It all starts with one decision and the rest just follows on. Yes, this then makes making the right decision a crucial thing. One decision affects what is about to come which then leads to more choices and more decisions.
I have made my decision. Very hard for me to decide but I have managed. What I have decided, is for me to know and you to find out.
I am unsure of how you feel, what you think and what your decisions are. But whatever they are, I think I am ready to accept. But are you ready to accept mine? Knowing me is hard. It is either you do know me or you don't. If you know me well, you know you shouldn't mess with me. If you don't know me, you are pushing your luck.
At this point, I feel utterly numb. If I have decided to leave, be sure that this is the last...the last you see me smile and put my feet on this path.
Lurvey · Sat Apr 28, 2007 @ 02:27pm · 1 Comments |
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I hadn't really thought about it. No, not yet. Well, alright, that is a plain lie. I have thought about my life and have been disturbed by the daunting aspect of how such mist that lies ahead seems NOT be clearing up in any way. School life is coming to an end here, where I am schooling and if everything works out fine, I'll be off to most probably, University of Liverpool or University of East Anglia. If not, I might take a longer alternative route. It's. just. plain. difficult. and. tiring.
When days have gone much tougher and when I had wish for something better, i guess I need to pause that thought and embrace the "tough" situation I am in. My feelings in people both near and far, things both good and bad have got muddled up, especially when I am..well, experiencing all too much of a combination of different level of depression, sadness and anger all at one time. Not a good thing, I know but I am sure good things will come.
There are many people whom feel, perhaps, the same as the way I am feeling now but naw, unlike them, I ask none of your sympathy for I am..
Embracing the essence of life
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When Life is filled with sadness Do manage a smile, for a smile can cover a Thousand Sorrow
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Lurvey · Tue Apr 24, 2007 @ 02:55pm · 0 Comments |
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I lie here paralytic Inside this soul Screaming for you till my throat is numb I wanna break out I need a way out I don't believe that it's gotta be this way The worst is the waiting In this womb I'm suffocating
Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen I take you in I've died
Rebirthing now I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me Breathe for the first time now I come alive somehow Rebirthing now I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything Breathe for the first time now I come alive somehow
I lie here lifeless In this cocoon Shedding my skin cause I'm ready to I wanna break out I found a way out I don't believe that it's gotta be this way The worst is the waiting In this womb I'm suffocating
[Bridge:] Tell me when I'm gonna live again Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive
Tell me when I'm gonna live again Tell me when this fear will end Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside Tell me when I'll feel alive
Lurvey · Mon Apr 23, 2007 @ 11:15pm · 1 Comments |
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Locked up in a cage, Behind bars, hard to break made of element just so tough, making all the rest so obsolete
Reaching out for something so far, Hoping something that lies unseen, Believing in the self lies within, Knowing there is still a chance to break free
I have nothing left of me but just this, I would offer my shoulder and hand, for you to lift yourself up, to see just one smile while you're up there, helps me escape a torment not all understands, would stand by you in every course, though my presence may not linger, but my soul would remain just as near...
Author's note: This piece is written although not very well but with an intention and dedication to my friend, Marvin... 3nodding
Lurvey · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 08:29am · 0 Comments |
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