So Ive decided I cant keep anything in anymore, because If I do I'll drop dead.
I was too scared to even think of them, and writing was out of question.
I thought I was insane by thinking these things, imagine what anyone else would have thought, they'd locked me up or something.

But i cant change it, its the way I work, I was made. And I have to let it out for my sanity sake.

Here wold be perfect; no one to understand or care what so ever. It's in the most pathetic way, safe.

So don't even try to comprehend any of these words.