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Once again I'm thrown in the betwixt of my parents. Once again, I'm thrown into despair. Once again, I endure all the torment. Once again, I must leave all of my beloved friends. Once again, I bend rules so I can keep contact. Once again, so that I can be happy with my friends...

To all who read this:
My parents split up before I was born, and now my life is split into two. Either with her, or with him. I chose to stay with her, but she thinks I'm a problem child that doesn't listen and needs to be sent to him... and him.... Ooooh... I DESPISE him... I will shove a paper clip through his gut if I have to embrace his touch, much less see his face. It doesn't take much to keep me happy. As long as I can have friends and can KEEP them, then my life is complete. Nothing else will make me any happier than my friends. Now, I don't have anything left but the sheer will that I can have my friends. Everyone is that important to me. My future... why bother? My childhood was shattered with abusive stepfathers so what future do I have? I don't know what to make of this mindless shell... and this is for my future... Tuff... I might not keep my phone, I don't know, but I sure as hell going to find a computer so that I can keep contact. My life was worthless in the beginning, and now it has some value I can give it up for... All for you, every one of my beloved friends.

~Aire Pham heart