I guess I'm just not good enough.
Max isn't happy that I talked to his foster sister for help... awhile back, she helped calm me down when I was really worried about Max. I don't know if he was jealous or what, but he flipped out on me and completely ripped my heart out. And then he asks me why he can't help me calm down... What am I supposed to say? I try going to him for help and nothing works out right. I love him with my whole heart though. Things don't seem to work out... but I'm not the one that's going to end this. I'm starting to be able to tell that... the main reason he puts me through all of this pain is because he doesn't care whether or not me and him are together anymore. It breaks my heart thinking about that, but all I can do is sit back and wait for him to say those two words... "We're done".
If I don't have him, I guess I can get rid of all of those emotional outlets. My life is helpless without him.
Ohh ooh! Good news! I kinda forgot to hit "Submit" and we ended up talking again.. Things worked out great (I think?) biggrin We're really going to work on our issues, and I think that we'll be fine for now. smile
I love you Max.
We'll make it work.
Max isn't happy that I talked to his foster sister for help... awhile back, she helped calm me down when I was really worried about Max. I don't know if he was jealous or what, but he flipped out on me and completely ripped my heart out. And then he asks me why he can't help me calm down... What am I supposed to say? I try going to him for help and nothing works out right. I love him with my whole heart though. Things don't seem to work out... but I'm not the one that's going to end this. I'm starting to be able to tell that... the main reason he puts me through all of this pain is because he doesn't care whether or not me and him are together anymore. It breaks my heart thinking about that, but all I can do is sit back and wait for him to say those two words... "We're done".
If I don't have him, I guess I can get rid of all of those emotional outlets. My life is helpless without him.
Ohh ooh! Good news! I kinda forgot to hit "Submit" and we ended up talking again.. Things worked out great (I think?) biggrin We're really going to work on our issues, and I think that we'll be fine for now. smile
I love you Max.
We'll make it work.
