Grief stricken like a plague warring against an entity
masked with a smile no longer forced worn like an old hat
America's normal expression of contempt and vanity
Like our births were sealed before we knew with a contract
No pain after adolescence is allowed to be shown
at least if you're a man, yes the double standard always stands
if you absolutely have to let it all out do it at home
any lack of testosterone will always bear reprimands
Scars that scorch the soul with the scourge of a lifetime
bottled up and drugged down, numbed by the pills
another suppression, i shouldn't have too mention the money involved.
Like a cash cow while the rabid wolves deviously plot to tie the knot
hang you from an comfortable noose, it feels like home
the suppressed subconscious begging to take the fall now
but the chains of retribution shackle the feet in place.
While the drugs give you reason for sweet surrender to the wrong master,
Stifle the whispers of disaster, the nazi's are far more clever and faster.
Friendships are like playing cards, faces and names but its all just a game
abandonment when its time to surface the pain.
Use and abuse is the motto of such an advanced society
no limitations here and there is no reason to fear
when you don't have a conscience retribution cannot draw near.
Or so they thought until the ones driven to insanity drew back
yes by all means a devastating attack.
True, it defiles our former reasons that laid dormant until now
but where to point the finger, so many of them asking how.
Never realizing the masquerade was a life so concave
that when filled with the repressed tears and depression
collapsed so easily without a moments notice
the vile creature unveiled was none other than frankenstiens monster
but since one lamb broke free into the chasm he must be sacrificed
and don't get me wrong i'm not saying he's right but the blame falls in so many directions.
Yet you've been so distracted and numbed to even think about caring, instead
like a game of clue with your pointless staring you conspire and add conjectures as to who follows next.
With good reason and yet no aspirations to fix the rusty gear, the poison, the cancer that has been growing and growing and doesn't stop because as long as when the tumor shows itself you destroy it and say it is only the tip of the iceburg as the cancer continues to flourish and the antibodies are being chastised and slain. Just like chemo you DESTROY EVERYTHING in your path, thinking its finished BUT IT JUST COMES BACK, STRONGER AND STRONGER, UNRELENTING AND CONSUMING, HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???
until death do us part, and death will not be merciful... but I assure you, it will be prompt.
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