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Birds of a Feather Flock Together Not going to write much, but it will be mainly about events at school or at home. Or about Rammstein. ;D


Ryo Neko Sama
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School Exams
I exempted all my classes except AP World History. I have no choice but to take it, because it's required for second and third quarter. I am so screwed. >.<
Wallace, my Eng II H teacher, won't give us our exemption forms until like... the day before school ends. -.- Why? Because she's stupid like that.

But anyways, yeah.

Had a rough weekend. Got into two fights with a guy I have a crush on. Both did not go very well until I actually calmed down and talked to him. It's all good now.





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Sex Change
If you couldn't tell already, I'm a guy. Yeah. Boo-yah, biotches.
I am a man, and therefore you will address me as a him, a he, a boy/guy/man/dood.
I will stay half-nekkid for as long as I would like to.

Buy me man clothes, damnit.
I'll love you forever if you do.
Moo ha ha.

-Ryo




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Depression
I've been having reoccuring bouts of depression lately. Some of my schoolmates are really starting to piss me off, and I feel as if I'm drifting away from my close friends. My grades are going to piss dad off, and I just really want to hide away forever.

I feel like dying. I die a little inside every now and then. Even when I joke about it, I can't help but feel that I lose a little bit of myself each time.

I wanna go home. To a real home. I don't wanna strive for As, or dress properly. I want to be me. I want to be me.





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Too Sensitive
I cried when I got home today. Sucks, doesn't it? And for a stupid reason too. Meryl yelled at me. I know she didn't mean it, but I'm really sensitive when people yell at me, especially if they're my close friends. I really wanted to go home after that. I didn't even say goodbye to most of Hallway I when I left. I didn't want to look at them.

It didn't help the fact that mom kept badgering me on our way home, which made me irritated as well as depressed. So I cried into my pillow and took a nap.

And now I'm doing homework, and I've said sorry to Meryl for bothering her, but she says it's okay so it's all good. Well, I guess it is. If I don't think about it too much, I won't tear up so yeah.

Meh. Homework.




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Gaian Drawings
I'm going to start practicing Gaian faces for a while, so that I can open up a little mini-shop in mein quest thread. 3nodding I wanna be able to earn some gold through another means instead of bumping and chatting, so I figured this would be a good way of doing so.

Besides, it'll help me improve mein skills! whee

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PainfullyVivid
eek That is really good. I am quite positive that people whould buy those rather easily. You drawn very lovely. heart And I thank you for picking me. Even if it was random or something. ninja



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LittleMeteo
Wow, that was very sweet of you. 4laugh Thank you so much! You did an excellent job.

Someday, I'll check out your minishop myself. Maybe purchase a second pic. 3nodding

But it'll have to wait. sweatdrop You're a very good artist. 3nodding





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Bloody Porkchops. :o
If porkchops have been cooked medium-well, how much blood will be left? 'Cause like... my porkchops are still kinda bloody. Eww. D: Oh well. Tastes good anyway. xD

Relationship with Taiji getting more stressful than usual. Am going to end up breaking up with him soon, I believe. I can't being torn apart from everyone, especially when one hates the other. In this case, Yuugi. Yeah. I'll have fun with Taiji and my friends during the movie premiere, but after that, I think I might blow the whole relationship off. It's tiresome. Xx;

No more essays, yay! xD Still have to do grammar but that's okay. I'll get it done... somehow. >> Still have math though. Argh. No talkie.

You know, what I find interesting is how much evil's been done in the name of Jesus over the years. It's strange, ne? These uber-Christians going around and telling people that they're going to go to hell because of this and that and whatever. I find it both very amusing and annoying. I, myself, am Roman Catholic, but damn - I don't go around with a Bible in my hand shouting at people to burn in hell for every little bad thing. It's so ******** stupid. We're all not perfect. We all sin. If we tell God we're sorry, and say that we'll try to do better next time, He'll forgive us and let it go. That's that. He ain't going to stab you with His lightning bolts or cook you with His spitfire. Well, maybe he'll give you some sunburn but oh well. razz

Sorry to you people who's been in contact with the ubar-Christians. Really, we're not all that bad. xD

Oh! And another thing:

If being homosexual is a sin, then one-third of the world's entire population would go to hell. Now honestly, I don't think God wants all His people to be sent to the ninth level of hell and go hoola-hoopin' with Satan. : Man, it just doesn't work that way. God loves all of us, whether we're black, white, brown, pink, straight, gay, bi, Buddhist, Muslim, Athiest, whatever. He might be disappointed in us with our bad choices in life but hey: He gave us free will, so He's letting us do what we want with it.

Okay, anyways...

Fwee. xD I'm full now. Yummy porkchop. biggrin

-Ryo




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I Hate My Dad. So Much.
God, my dad is such a b***h. He doesn't ******** believe me when I tell him why I'm late, and he ******** says I lie all the time to him. He's so ******** stupid, and always wants to act as if he's right about everything. Goddamnit. Just because I told him I didn't have any homework one time (even though I did), he got pissed off and nearly destroyed my compy. And now he thinks I lie to him every second of the day.

And today I went with Yuugi to her math class again after school to help her on her math homework. Kilala and Taiji came along with us too. And when I got home, dad's ******** yelling at me on the phone and asking where I've been, and I tell him I was with Yuugi, plus we all went to the library so I can check out a book (it was closed by the time we go there though), and then I felt like staying until 1:50 since it was already like, 1:40 by the time we came back to Hallway I. And dad's just being pissy and asking if it really was me and Yuugi or me and Taiji. GOD THAT ******** PISSES ME OFF. He doesn't trust me and he thinks I lie to him.

Well, it's a wonder why I don't trust him with my life, the stupid asshat. neutral

Speaking of math... test tomorrow. Vocab test tomorrow. English essay due next Thursday, and grammar homework due Tax Day. Oh joy.

- Ryo-chan





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Gakuto to Haido
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Gackt.

Hyde.

Humpage.

YAY!

xd

- Ryo-chan




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Dads are Annoying
Argh, I can't believe what Dad did today. He came over to Hallway I and started spying on me and my friends. scream It was a good thing I was all the way out in the CWMP room with Robby. --; I was talkin' to my guidance counselor about a three-year graduation thinger, and was leaving when I saw his truck. Arrrgh. Good thing Robby ran like hell. sweatdrop

He's ******** scary, my dad is. Ack, I hate the way he treats my friends. Acts nice then tells me I shouldn't be hanging with them because they might be a bad influence on me. "Disregard the bad ones," he says. Well ********. I can hang out with whoever I want to. xp

Hahaha, Robby asked me why I liked him. I forgot how hard it was to tell someone why you like them. I'm so shy. gonk It's hard, 'cause you dunno if they'll laugh at you or maybe get mad or something. Or think low of you. Bleh, blargle. gonk

Mr. Petrikin loves Gackt. surprised I ish su happy. He thinks he's better than hide. >> Hope Yuugi doesn't see this. Hee hee. xd

'Snuff for now. Need to do homeywork, play Pokemon LeafGreen, and t00b around Runescape. Fwee! surprised Ja ne!

- Ryo-chan





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