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So many have I seen, and felt so obscene
O the way they start, subpowerful and mean.
They think the world owes them, at least that’s what they say,
I wish I could show them, encourage them to stay.
But because we do not know them, they cast us away.
IT’S ALWAYS THE SAME
I wish it were easy, like living in a dream,
But it’s something we work for, or so it would seem.
We’ve made fancy words, merciful verbs
To give ourselves what we want, self-esteem.
These words alone may seem very real,
But as we put them together our hearts start to yell.
I wish I could love you, let my heart become sane,
But I’m starting to believe in this world, it’s all the same.
IT’S ALWAYS THE SAME
If I could love you, we’d fly high like birds,
I wish I could express a feeling you can’t put to words.
There will be a day when I open arms wide
And you will finally be with, be at my side,
But that day seems so far, I want to love you now.
I would tell you this feeling you can’t put to words,
But I don’t quite know how.
We found words to express the ways we feel,
But this feeling has no meaning, this is surreal.

I've said over and over how I've
missed you, again and again, I wish I
could assist you, to cure two birds with
one stone, a neverending perch, a new cherry
blossom making home in our
birch. But for that to happen,
we must first comprehend. I should
write an email, find you to send, but
that would only make it worse, like buying a hearse to
remind us if what we can't have. But I wonder
if I gave you a song then this loneliness would
be cut in half. I could say again
I want you now but then I'd
have to ask how, how can I love you
when you're so far away? I'm
trying damn hard, but I can't
find a way. I don't want
to stay here today, I
wish to run astray, run to you
so we can love like lovers do,
But all I can do is sit and wait
When all I can do is sit and wait...