I thought it was all okay, but I dunno. I see him in dreams a lot more than I should... I still e-mail him when I need help... He's probably one of the only people I can tell EVERYTHING to that will listen. It's sad, really... I shouldn't talk to him. I shouldn't think of him... But I do. And maybe it's his fault, too. He shouldn't come back like I know he will... But he does. If he didn't I would probably die. And whenever he does come back, I'm always so sour, so cold. Because all of those memories and heart breaks come flooding back... And I remember the way he smiled, when I was breaking into pieces. I remember how he completely turned my life upside down... Who knew some one could have the power to do that? I list all of the things that I always disliked about him, but he's still there... And I know, he'll always be there... Right in the back of my mind.
Who knew he could still make me cry harder than anyone else? Who knew?
Who knew your first love would never go away? Who knew?
Who knew the first cut was the deepest? Who knew?
Who knew I'd still love him? Who knew?
· Wed Jun 30, 2010 @ 03:46am · 0 Comments