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Hm.. journal journal journal. what to talk about with you today? i dont know.. i havent done this in a while. I've been thinking alot lately... about lots of stuff too. I'm rather bored right now and i havent eaten in a while. Anyways, on to positives. Well, basically this week has gone pretty well. I'ts been drama free and i've been realitivly happy. The only bad thing was spanish. I dont really understand how spanish has all this different singular and plural forms for simple phrases like 'to have' or 'to be'. I find that rather annoying. Because, if you think about it, that's alot of memorization and putting things into contet to do. I mean ,it can be strenuous. Especally if you have projects and stuff. Anyways, I get to go to the Renissance festival on Tuesday. I'm rather excited. I can't wait to go and stuff... i love that time period and i absoltely drool over victorian style things that remind me of that stuff. i wouldnt mind being dressed up in a victorian era dress or something one day. Although it would be rather hot. I was looking up in the little corner and i noticed how often i feel like my avi is missing something. It often bothers me that i dont know what to put there and if i kne, i doubt i would have to gold to pay for it. I would be alot better off if i hadnt had donated my Headband to Ashley.. i could be rather wealthy. But, i don't care. it's just a game, right? And after all I did make her happy. i love making people happy. i wonder what the full total of my donations have been. CAuse i think im like.. a hardocre donater. Well, im tired of typing and my hand hurts and im out of ideas and all kinda stuff, so im gonna go do something else and stop doing this because now im just ranting and stuff. Omg... bleh i freaking HATE when he come over here. all he wants to do is take the computer from me for 3hours to do iPod stuff. (someone came in i didnt like asked me for the computer) he comes over to the freaking house, just to abuse my friend for the computer and get music and stuff, which is freaking annoying. >:C i hate him. (im at a friends btw) anyways, Ta-ta.
 Snow Panda · Sun Oct 15, 2006 @ 10:53pm · 0 Comments |
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Hello journal, how are you again? It seems i haven't wrote in you in ages... a month to be exact. i'm sorry. i havent mean to neglect you, it's just i've been preoccupied. lots of stff has been going on. Schools been going ok, and it seems to work better if i don't sleep. sweatdrop I suppose me and Kalli are over.. crying she started to avoid me.. then told me some things, and left for germany for a while. Stuff heres been pretty stressful as it is, doing lots of things and rather busy. Life on Gaia has been lonley though. ever since kalli left, i rarley see anyone except Skittles and Yelsha, and never get any comments or anything. Although today i am exceptionally happy, because the past few days have been like a dream and i can't remember the last time i was sad. heart Hopefully stuff will cotinue to go this well and i'll never have to run here with tears, journal. ill write again soon. blaugh
Snow Panda · Sat Sep 23, 2006 @ 03:29pm · 0 Comments |
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Hey journal how are you? im okii thanks for asking. lol.. anways i havent typed much up in a while its good to get back to the swing of things. ive been rather busy lately and i haven't seen kalli in some time. oh how i miss her. heart ive been realli hungry lately and... yeah ive been eating alot. luckily i have like... super fast metabolism and i cant ebber get fat. domokun zomg. i went teh' shopping today. :3 woot. i bought all kinda cute stuff and i cant wait to wear it and all that stuffffffff. man im so hyper! biggrin i feel like bouncing around. i wish kalli would get on. but she's probably out wiff buddies as usual...
Snow Panda · Fri Aug 25, 2006 @ 01:59am · 1 Comments |
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Hello journal how are you today? i hope all ish going well. i had a long night last night. well... mornng. because i stayed up till 7 then slept till 2 because ima complete loser like that. ive been thinking about random things lately like this weird peach soda bottle. peach soda? is it even that good? who comes up with odd flavors like that? and who actually likes flavors like that? i mean seriously. nex there will be chocolate soda or something.... disgusting. choclate itself is good. choclate liquid freaking ew. but.... what other kinda flavors do people like on things that other peole wouldnt usally like? i mean.. there are lots of ideas and things for ppl to like. like in ice cream... drinks.. odd foods. artifically flavored things. all kinda stuffs.personally i wouldnt like to eat or drink that kinda stuff. its kinda disturbing to my stomach. lawl. same thing goes with chesse i mean.. seriously how many freaking cheeses are there? and how many of them are actually good? could someone have a diet solely based on cheese? and milk as the drink? who is THAT obsessed with dairy products? well... talking about food and beverages made me hungry and thirsty. ima go get something tasty tht doesnt make me sick and ill come back and make another entry later.. byes journal.
Snow Panda · Mon Aug 14, 2006 @ 12:43am · 1 Comments |
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Hey journal.. crying i feel realli bad because i saw kalli fro only a little bit today and when ic ome back she seemed all mad at her journal and stuffs. i'm realli worried about her, i love her so much. i hope she's ok and that i dindt cause any of this. i knew i shouldnt have went wiff my buddy to that place earlier.. and i should have said no... but...no that's no excuse. should have waited for her. im so horrible. im sorry kalli... i dindt mean to leave you. today was kinda eventless but this just turns it into a bad one. if i dont see her and find out the whole story i might have a hard time sleeping tonite.. i think about her too much.. maybe i care too much. i know i get jealous realli easily with things with her.. i hate to admit it but its true. when she does stuff with other ppls and even when ppl show her hearts or kissy emotes i get all twisted inside.. i know i shouldnt and i realli do trust her, its just i dont want anyone else taking my everything away. cry
Snow Panda · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 06:09am · 0 Comments |
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Hey journal. how are you agian. Lots of stuff has been going on lately since i last talked to myself with you lawl. ive pretty much been busy all the time. ._. but nothings changed with Kalli. heart yay. i'm so happi about that. anyways... my busyness. in fact, i just got home 10 minutes ago. late huh? yeah iv'e been all over the place lately. and i need to take a nice long shower after im done with this. my feet hurt from today i did alot of standing and walking. but the problem is...nothing important happened today just random errands and assorted things. tomorrow might slow down....i hope it does. i know ill be free on the weekends though.. *score* i dont feel like doing much on gaia today so i might just finsish this, vist towns and go sleepies. later journal.
Snow Panda · Fri Aug 11, 2006 @ 04:20am · 0 Comments |
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Hey journal what ish up. really that much eh? well i feel pretty dumb because im talking to a journal but oh wells. anyways, kalli and i are doing wonderful, i love her so much. i dont want to loose her either. im rarely in a relationship and i love this one so far. anyways, today ish realli boring like more than usual. i mean i always have kalli on my mind, but everything else just sucked. even work was lame today and i luff work. -shrug- today must just be one of those days. Well... all the girls i usually hang out wiff at work and all realli anooyed me today. it was nothing but drama drama drama. something i could do without. so i was off by myself most of the time. i kinda feel like drawing now that it hink about it. and i dunno how i got unto that. lawl. well yeah i do. because i was thinking about actually writing because i was typing so much in my journal then i was like.. no i wanna draw. all while i was typing.. woah.. lawl thats great. anyways... i might be up late tonight again i lost track of time last time and had to leave my baby suddenly.which i didnt particularly enjoy. cry i would have rather stayed, but my life ha a schedule. xD maybe i can see some of the regulars to 001001 again. that'd be good. now that i think about the day, im reminding myself how hungry i am. i only had a salad and a little bit of something else. not much.. but im not sure if i should eat or not. well... im gonna go sit with my stuffed animals. they look mighty inviting, byes journal i love kalli btw. heart
Snow Panda · Wed Aug 09, 2006 @ 10:20pm · 0 Comments |
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hey journal.. how have you been? im sorry ive neglected you. it's just i havent had feelings bottled up inside to tell you anymore. not ever since i've been blessed with kalli. shes so wonderful. i gave her my art today that i had wokred on for her. sadly.. i couldnt give her the full original.. my scanner was gay and messed it up so i had to work for about 3 hrs in photoshop but it was well worth it. i still gave her the original though. just so she could see my drawing. idk if she'll ever read this but i love her so much. i feel so comfortable with her and i can tell her anything. she makes me feel so many different ways sweatdrop she's so hawt. zomg i love you kalli.
Snow Panda · Mon Aug 07, 2006 @ 10:23pm · 1 Comments |
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Kalli came back. i got the butterflies again. awhs i love this feeling so much. well. im off to go see her in 001001.
Snow Panda · Sun Aug 06, 2006 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments |
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