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Well, I broke down last night. Call it jelousy or what ever you want, I don't care. My sister says everyone is more her friend. . . . .like I have no frined's, like i'm in her shadow. The only "friends" I have that she doesn't know is online, and jesa, but I can't see her, she lives in another city. Now she's pissing me off. . . . .My sister keep's saying my Hannah and my Tonya, and I would say "No there mine!" just playing around. Then she will say :No there more my friends then yours." Then I will say "No i'm closer to hannah or tonya." And she will say "No your not." It really bothers me. I don't know why. I just feel really alone. And she was planing this party where having for a friend of mine for her 16th birthday part and I wanted to be a part of the planing and sh goes "No she's not really your friend" When I call her mom and we talk. No where not all buddy buddy and alway's going everywhere together but where still friend'a. I'm closser to her then some people. Gawd. It pisses me off just thinking about it. This isn't the only reson why I broke down. Feeling's building up inside of me tearing me from the inside out. Well now it's monday. Three day's later. Now I have another problem Hannah is hurting because of SmallDarkPlaces · Fri Jan 07, 2005 @ 09:20pm · 0 Comments

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Well, I learned how to play D&D. I like it! I'm still waiting for my dad to play it though ,-.-,. I just don't want to ask him again. I have about a week to get the answer though blaugh . I don't know what I want my rp charicter to be though. . . . . Any sugestion's? Well my fam,ily didn't fight today. Go family! I wanted pumkin pie though. . . . . . we didn't have any. But me mom's baking it right now! I'mn so stuffed. I had to mutch turney and i'm sorta tired. Not to the point i'm gunna zonk out. But ya! My family isn't as disfunctianal! But i'm still sad. . . . . . SmallDarkPlaces · Thu Nov 25, 2004 @ 11:15pm · 1 Comments

	Well another one.
	Well another one.


Well, Liam kept telling me to have better grammer on the computer so I edited my other entry and will not screw this one up.(hopfully sweatdrop ) Well i'm fight with my sister, well actualy where not talking and it's over something stupid. I realy don't care anymore. I'm tired of always letting her get her way. Well i'm 14 now. I got a Slipknot cd and a Korn cd. (other things too but i'm to lazy to list them and it's not like you care or anything) I'm actualy listening to Slipknot now. I'm so boed and I can't wait for the bell to ring. I realy want to go to studio and draw. Where doing some chalk pastel abstract picture. I put in what is suposed to look like Hiei's hair in it though. But only Yu Yu Hakusho fan's can tell. I was going to put in duzzel as a kitten thing. I forgot what they are called. Jesa will tell me. I can't wait till this weekend or rather tomarow. I'm going to a movie night and Liam's going to be there. I haven't seen him in a while. Saturday i'm going to his house. Katlyn will be there to. She's cool. I don't remember what i'm doing sunday, but I know i'm doing somthing. lol twisted Wright here soon! SmallDarkPlaces · Thu Oct 28, 2004 @ 05:12pm · 1 Comments

	Well its another day
	Well its another day


Well I actualy woke up today on time, yesterday I didn't and had to go to bed early. Ya I know it suck's. I'm an insomniac and I hardly sleep but when I do I cant wake up. It's a problem and I dont know how to fix it. My sister, she is good to me at some time's but she can be well lets put this into a nice turm (well cause she uses this site and may read this lol biggrin ) Lets just say she can get realy mad and well, ya lets leave it at realy mad. Of cours I like people. I'm just not going to tell who cause if some people found out who it was they would tell him and i'm an admirer from a far type person. Although I will do anything you say and whatever I want. Like today I went into the guys bathroom cause some randome guy said to. Luckly no one was in there. Well im in high school yay for me. There isnt much difrence exept the teachers get to beat you! lol j/k I wouldn't let anyone hit me. Im no push-over and I look out for the few friends I care about. Like Liam! And Jesa! Jesa's my best friend and Liam well he's Liam. He's so cute and I don't care if he reads this and see's it cause I already told him. blaugh Well thats enough for now. PM me if ya want! SmallDarkPlaces · Tue Sep 28, 2004 @ 07:09pm · 1 Comments


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