to everyone who read this little old blog of mine... well im sure uve all heard me write about my awesome life xd but i realized just right now that ive never wrote anything on here about the true love of my life i kind of did but let me elaborate. ive known Danielle since we were freshman and from the first moment i met her i knew no one else would ever compare, and through the years a lot has happened to us, we both got into other relationships ones that were bad for us but we somehow found each other again this year. i wrote her on myspace and she told me that for the longest time she wanted to write me but was afraid i was still in a relationship and didnt want to be the cause of a break up, we grew and in february we began dating well by the end of january was when it really started but whatever, then there were the problems but she still forgave me for everything i ever did to her and now that i realize it none of those other people could even match her love, i mean they were telling me what i wanted to hear and doing things cause they were basically well yeah >_> but even though i lied and ill admit this hurt her the same way i was hurt many times before i felt worse even more worse than when my father left the one person who ever truly loved and cared for me i betrayed and i still feel horrible to this day i never meant to hurt anybody but i should have just been good and with Danielle from the start. so after all the drama with people i shall not name we began working on my college, she went everyday after her class to go to CSCA and try everything to get me in and for that i knew that she was loving and and a person who always forgave i mean if she did that to me i would forgive if she was sincere but i wouldnt bend over backwards like she did... so she got me in along with my father whos paying for my college, she was there when i got kicked out by my oh so loving mother stare she held my hand the whole way through i mean there were times when i just wanted to quit and she wouldnt let me she told me that shed bring me back to life then beat me up for leaving her there alone and i never could leave her alone ever... and now that im here in CA with her i cant even function without her laying next to me or seeing her amazing eyes and beautiful smile god this is what ive dreamt of my whole life a real love one that has no bounds or judgments its just amazing being here with her i wouldnt trade in anything even if was an angelic halo and all the money on here for her shes everything i ever wanted in life and im going to spend the rest of my life with her, shes my angel she always has been ive always loved her and always will heart
 Gishnelly · Fri Nov 09, 2007 @ 10:09am · 1 Comments |
