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FreakyA
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dese rn't my words but dis is wot i feel, read on 2 unders..
Her hair up in a pony tail,
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.


But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why, the kids might not understand
If she went to school alone.


But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates,
on this Daddy's Day.


But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.


But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
A dad who never calls.


There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats.


One by one the teacher called,
A student from the class
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.


At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them were searching
For a man who wasn't there.


"Where's her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
Another student dared to shout.


And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."


The words did not offend her,
As she smiled at her friends
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to begin.


And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.


"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be
With me on this day.


And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know
All about my daddy
And how much he loves me so.


He loved to tell me stories,
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.


We used to share fudge sundaes
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing all alone.


'Cause my daddy's always with me,
Even though we are apart.
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be here in my heart."


With that her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat
Beneath her favorite dress.


From somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.


She stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life,
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.


When she dropped her hand back down
Staring straight into the crowd,
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud


"I love my daddy very much,
He's my shining star.
If he could he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far.


Sometimes when I close my eyes,
It's like he never went away."
Then she closed her eyes
And saw him there that day.


To her mother's amazement,
She witnessed with surprise
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.


Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for a second
They saw him at her side.


"I know you're with me Daddy,"
To the silence she called out.
What happened next made believers
Of those once filled with doubt.


No one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there placed on her desktop,
Was a beautiful fragrant pink rose.


A child was blessed, if only a moment,
By the love of her shining bright star
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too FAR.


.....that's exactly how i feel...even today

~peace out~




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the very DARK corners of ma mind.....
I know itz hard to believe since i'm always- well nearly always, running around, picking flowers...and all the possible girly things you can think of (doh really i'm not really girlified...but that's not the point) i have to admit i do have a dark side....that i don't really show to anyone...its like i've got a double personality, and i'm quite sure why i'm telling you lot this....... rolleyes oh yea, becuase some girl asked what i would consider my personality to be like, and i neaver really thought about it before...till now. probably you could say im a balance of psychotic-ness and...calmness- if that makes any sense lol...yes i know i must be babling on and on and you lot are really wanting me to shut a bout now....but honestly you don't have to read this!

well to cut the long story short...i'm only writing this so you people don't think of me as a weirdo, when you read the others parts of my journal and i probably might write things like... "....a large tank of highly dangerous toxic and force the person to drink it all!! then let them sit there screaming for help...only they wouldn't be asking for help becuase they'd be too busy staring into their own bloodstream that comes pouring out of their mouth with all..." oops sorry got a bit carried away there sweatdrop ....well anyways that's really about it thanks for reading!!

~peace out~

p.s: don't get freaked out i don't really do anything i just sit there with a huge smile on my face, just thinking to do it...oh and this stuff wouldn't be about any of you lot...or maybe it would twisted lol just kidding!




FreakyA
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FreakyA
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ma last dai in london!!
crying i can't b leeeeeeeveeee!! dat i won't b able c all ma fwendz eva agen buh lyk few of ma fwendz aren't talkin 2 me coz lyk im movin out of london......u no i dunno y i actually fought it was a gud idea 2 go 2 a far away colej n e wai??? confused welllllllll i'm leavin 2dai ( cry i no vry sad!!!) buh itz 4 da rite cause...i mean itz education rite?!?! i lived ere 4 nearly ma hole LIFE exclaim n woz jus waitin leave dis...dis..um... saddo place ....... so y m i still sooooooo crying ???





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