It's the time of changes for me now. New school year's starting (well, actually it's started a month ago sweatdrop ) and it'll be much different from before... my sis's moving to some other city and that makes me sad. We've been living together for all this time and having her next to me bacame a common thing and now...I'll be able to see her 6-8 times in the year, I won't quarrel with her and being angry with her but I also won't go with her to the cinema or eat some icecream. We won't watch anime together, laugh when it's funny and cry when one of our fav characters die. But what I'll miss the most is the feeling, that she's right beside me: waking up at 6 and cursing the school, having breakfast, leaving home and getting to the busstop together, joking about teachers and any other things... just a normal day. When I think, it's over and will never happen again, that I'll go home and there'll be noone... I feel depressed and unable to do anything- so lonely! But on the other hand I'm very happy, she's got accepted at the university she's chosen. I hope she'll meet many wonderfull people and be satisfied and happy- I wish for it! So sorry about this long (ang maybe boring for you) text but that's how I feel right now. Oh, I'd forget! Sorry, but I won't be here on Gaia for few days- I'm helping my sister moving to the new house.
Akatsuru · Thu Sep 28, 2006 @ 09:00pm · 0 Comments |