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You forget who turned this city on
Life is amazing. smile Know why? Ignorance is beneath me and I can smell the freedom from people's juvenile bullshit. ~What was her name?~ I'm getting somewhere in life these days and, dare I say, I take a bit of pride in that..? ~Doesn't matter~ I have no ego, just confidence that I'm on the right track and that I'm doing well to better myself as the days go by. ~there is a flame that has been fanning~ I'm of sound mind now, this being the furthest step I've leaped in this world, and with that I am of balanced mind, body, and spirit. The current step being my body, which improves day by day. The last step will be to sever the ties and walk away from this 'community' with no turning back. ~There is a fire waiting to catch ~ One more year and my life will have no further set backs and my life will kick-start. ~It has passed and been forgotten, these are the paths that we must take~ I plan to take but one valuable asset with me, and he will leave with me hand-in-hand and all that cliche s**t. Of course contacts will be in order for my diggers and my blond ;3. Can't forget my necessities, hehe.
~One by one they're tuning in~
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waiting...
It's stupid and it's a waste of my time. I have to wait 12 years of my life just to get to an education that matters. I have to wait through that higher education just to get a damned job. I'm supposed to hold off a lifetime with a significant other and wait til I'm through with this career s**t and regardless, I'm waiting. There is that word again. Well ******** that. What the hell am I waiting for? There's a time and a place for everything but that shouldn't be judged by society's standards, or a book's standards. If you are ******** ready to take a step of sorts in your life, then do it. Waiting is pointless. That's all people do is wait. We wait to get through school to get to a job to get to retirement to ******** die. Exciting, isn't it? The last time I spent my life 'waiting on something', that something died. Life's too short. We don't have that kind of time. If you have a moment that you want to take and run with, you should because you may not have that moment the next day. ******** having patience with life. We aren't around long enough to afford that s**t.
If you find it that worth waiting for, whatever it is, then I respect that and that's cool but who is anyone to tell some one else they have to wait around for something that can't be afforded to be allotted? Why take away my precious time for what you consider to be moral? It's a harsh reasoning, but it's a harsh world. If you're smart enough to know what you're doing with your life isn't bad and isn't a negative cause to anyone's being, not even your own, keep on with it. If you take something and run with it, don't ******** look back and think 'I should have held off'. WHY?
This is incredibly narrow minded but it's the truth I find to scream out of my head onto this stupid journal that no one pays mind to and if they do they find me to be unintelligent and ramblish. That is the case, but I really don't give a damn. I wasn't waiting around for anyone's opinion on it. I just posted that s**t.
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